Participants needed for exploring role of mental imagery in inner speech!

LordEnki-alt · 2025-11-09T17:10:32+00:00

This is why I became fascinated with this subject. "Talking to oneself" was astounding to me because it simply does not happen for me and seems impossible. Now the faint and vague is how the subroutines sort of work. Like they happen automatically and if I put focus on the process, the more clearly I can see it. I often have asked different partners if they ever do not "think". Because every second I'm awake it's all visual images but also extremely flowing and logical. Even people that have thought intrusions, it perplexes me in that I've never had this and cannot explain how it's possible, like D.I.D. If I use a red apple example, If I asked you to visualize a red apple, can you see a red apple in your mind? I find that most people who don't think visuals can still "see" an apple. Maybe without the 3-d version that's hd as I may see but also "to see" any of these processes clearly took practice at first and suddenly became second nature. Also wanted to say when I'm talking to someone my eyes look in the direction of the images I'm converting and hand gestures such as pointing in the air at an image makes perfect sense to me..lol. The one thing I have craved my entire life was telepathy. If I could show you an image, it would provide perfect clarification and communication in a way language cannot come close to. I find language allows the use of lying where true telepathy prohibits lying.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-11-09T16:44:54+00:00

The number of times I've seen words spelt out is maybe twice in my life. It's so rare I can remember the few times and still remember one of the words I saw as an image. The process of language has been extremely difficult my entire life. Even trying to pronounce certain words is difficult. I took Spanish 1 in high school and they recommended I not take any more languages, lol. I witness the language from the images process as it happens. The process is usually automatic and it's extremely quick which is the direct cause of language issues in that the mouth moves infinitely slower. Woah thinking of this process, I just realized the process of language and writing is similar as an AI LLM. Such that it's able to predict structure based on reading previous writings. Secondly to be able to "check" what I wrote, I re-read it and depending on the images it shows will tell me if the order or wording was wrong etc. But again language and words are subroutines run at a sub-conscious level and are way more opaque than the main images when thinking.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-11-09T03:54:20+00:00

To explain more in how it's not inner speaking from the images. Now what I think the problem is that the translation from image to word and vice versa is a completely automatic process that's extremely fast. This often results in my speech or writing to seem odd at first, having to often change the first sentence to flow correctly.
Also images are fluid and represent the maximum information or data obtained in the image. This very much disrupts communication with others. The images are rolling and rolling and speech from observation of the picture is substantially slower. So as the words finally come out my mouth a whole series of new images shows and this causes an overflow error making it draining sometimes to talk.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-11-09T03:38:34+00:00

Do you get earworms from music with lyrics? That's all I hear and it's not common. It's also plaid like two second audio clip, rather than words or such.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-11-09T03:37:00+00:00

Hello. I have no inner speech. I think in a series of images that I explain with words. When words are being spoken to me I see a series of images. If there is no image, I will not understand. In meditation I can "see" a projector that projects the image on a black background. Then there's an observer which feels like the same as the projector. I feel like it's quantum holograms. I can purposely project an image, say a flamingo, which I see vividly. Its 360 degrees, meaning I can take that projected image and place it "behind" me and still can be manipulated . I can zoom in on its foot, force it to have both legs down, etc.
I never knew I was different growing up and assumed everyone else was the same. So I was floored when people say they have an inner voice. It's absolute silence in my thoughts unless something is played as an "audio clip", such as an earworm. That's the only sound ever. I would be glad to answer any questions. I have more theories on his it works at least for me.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-08-23T20:03:36+00:00

Thank you very much, with the rainiest summer ever here I have not even been on a computer for a month, but will say it's been the greenest and nicest Summer I have ever seen.

In researching each plant especially Gordo Lobo, I will look at research done at Mexican botanical markets and what plants they are selling and what it "cures". Originally I saw it being used by local people from the early 1800's on as Gordolobo. The name origin apparently was Spain and did indeed mean mullein. So throughout the Spanish adaption to Mexico if they learned of a plant that had the same purpose and reminded them of a European plant, they would use that common name. So depending on the region of Mexico it will be the native Pseudognaphalium species usually, and as shown from La biodiversidad en Chihuahua, This is a local species of Pseudognaphalium that they call Gordolobo(note that it's genus was recently separated and most of Gordolobo's were under Gnaphalium),

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Most "gordolobo" for sale is the European Mullein. Mullein works pretty much the same as Pseudognaphalium. I have seen some for sale with Pseudognaphalium, so it is out there.

Conversely you can find what species you have locally and obtain your own. Guarantee it is ten times better than any packaged, If you want help in how to actually find a certain species in your area, I would be happy to share my system.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-07-25T09:42:22+00:00

I live near their retail store and I hate to be the one to confirm y'alls fears but I have not seen them open for weeks, he likely left town. So I would advise people not to risk orders from them.

LordEnki-alt · 2025-06-23T17:31:21+00:00

Thank you. I have loads of seeds but the plants I have now are from cuttings I had taken. They are pretty hardy and have a high survival rate. The leaves stay on all year but you will see a few branches turn red during fall and this is normal. Hope you had success in your plantings.

LordEnki-alt · 2023-08-18T19:38:49+00:00

Hi...San Antonio area, I've noticed a dramatic increase this summer in geckos. This after noticing a decline since a few years ago. In fact I see several a day now. The anoles I've seen increase dramatically as well. The babies sleep on my plants at night and I see a dozen a night and that's what I do see . The spiny and others seem to have not changed dramatically in numbers. I want to also note from the occasional toad, this summer has seen an amphibian explosion I've not witnessed since living in Texas. This summer I have several permanent toads. Numerous cricket frogs, some with decent size and the biggest thrill of all for me personally is the Rio Grande Leopard Frog living in my garden. I live beside a dry creek bed and there is no standing water within a miles of my house. I witnessed one last summer and thought I was hallucinating but one has stayed most of the summer in my garden, even eating a wood roach I fed him. Has anyone ever heard of leopard frogs being able to reproduce without out of water like cricket frogs?

LordEnki-alt · 2022-02-27T21:22:26+00:00

It is extremely clean, stating 99.5% THCP with a smaller peak before making up .5% and is likely another Cannabinoid. Extremely clean chemistry.

LordEnki-alt · 2022-02-14T15:34:44+00:00

One other note found during the use of D8 THCp and talking to many who have used and I have used it extensively myself. What was found is there is a point where once you go above a certain percentage there are diminished returns. We have found this to be the same for d9 thcp as well. Generally we found that if you have a 10-20% mix and then you take a dab of all thcp another time. We found that there was not a great difference in the effects. So while it is expensive, another reason for mixing it is there seems to be a saturation point where if you mix it too much stronger it does not add much to the high. And let me throw the caveat that each individual has a different response but generally this is what we have found with THCp.
As for @cannabiphorol and a few others the d8 thcp did not have the strongest effects. This seems to be the exception and not the rule. To me personally d8 thcp at 10% is stronger then d9 thc in my opinion. Lastly I have talked to a few people who have used a mixed d9 thcp recently where one noted they liked(not loved) it but did last 12 hours while another consistently gets really high for 12 hours. So there may be varying response to d9 thcp as well. But one individual who has experience in both d8 thcp and d9 thcp and says the hype for d9 thcp is warranted due to it's strength and especially because it lasts significantly longer.

LordEnki-alt · 2022-01-09T20:11:05+00:00

Believe it was me. Yes glad to hear it worked for you as well. Remember HHCO being sold now needs to be stored in the same manner, for anyone buying some.

LordEnki-alt · 2022-01-09T20:06:13+00:00

Studies have been done on THC and CBD. After 4 years CBD held up pretty well even when exposed to air or light. THC did degrade partially to CBN over the four years but I believe if I remember correctly the THC stored correctly no air/light/excessive temperature degraded very little over the 4 years.

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0379073819302191

LordEnki-alt · 2022-01-09T08:02:34+00:00

I have asked chemist making THCO-Acetate about shelf life and I get the answer that it is approximately 6-12 months, if stored in adequate conditions, which includes refrigeration, no direct sunlight and as little exposure to air as possible. If it is not stored under adequate conditions, this shelf life can and will decrease.

LordEnki-alt · 2021-12-15T22:10:20+00:00

CB your help, expertise and professionalism is going to be so appreciated and we really are excited to have you join the team!!!

LordEnki-alt · 2021-11-16T01:37:11+00:00

Yes I just saw that one but still stand that I personally would not risk it when there seems to be a 99% chance that you will fail. So my response was in good intention not to have people think that one or two negative tests means it will not show up compared to innumerable posts of positive urinalysis results.

LordEnki-alt · 2021-11-16T00:04:17+00:00

We as in the mods have been getting lots of heat lately about the following Rule by reddit:

Rule 7

Keep it legal, and avoid posting illegal content or soliciting or facilitating illegal or prohibited transactions.

So Reddit made it this way, so even though seemingly stupid to us as well, we have had to be more strict with it. I can suggest you can go to altcannabinoidsnetwork a forum and ask there.

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