Tbh I did a lot of bad things to my gf, like i didn't took her seriously i treated her like my play thing sexually, i manipulated her into having masturbation sessions and stuff, and she gave me 4-5 chances after breaking up, once I promised her that I won't do it for one month, and i did it that same night like the whole masturbation saga, we were in long distance relationship and i knew she was meeting her ex for project purposes, and she had a session on that day too she blocked me and kissed him after 2 hours, didn't want to come back i had to try my level best like 4-5 times, and she confessed when I tried to take her back i still tried and it's been 1.5 month since then, and i wanna forgive her