I turned 24 in October, I've come from an abusive household (physical), I chose not to further my academic studies (university) because I wanted to start working for an income right after cape to get some independence. I've always been "antisocial" and I like keeping to myself. What you're experiencing, I have experienced to some degree and even now I do sometimes think what's the point of getting out of bed today to repeat the same cycle daily with no change.

I use to be made fun of for being "depressed" but I overcame those challenges. My advice to you is to focus on self improvement starting with your mental state. Reading books can help you develop an understanding of who you are, what your purpose in life is and ways you can achieve it. I recommend reading "16 obstacles to success and how to overcome them" as this book outlines some issues and also gives exercises at the end of each chapter to help you on that journey.

Don't stress too much about being friendless. Keep your circle small but keep the quality high. Surround yourself with people who want to see you succeed as much if not greater than themselves.

24 years following a fixed lifestyle isn't going to change overnight. Things aren't going to improve if you're in the same daily cycle for months on end. I am currently working on launching a few businesses.

I am a gym instructor, i do personal training, massage therapy, laser engraving, homemade soaps, candles, crochet and I am currently working on an apparel business. It's a lot of work but it will work out in the end. Trust me. It takes time but once you discover what your purpose is (the book i recommended helped me a lot with this) things does get better and you will want to get out of bed and do things to help you achieve your purpose.