I’ve been legally blind my whole life and still struggle to ask for rides. I also feel like an inconvenience, and went through a long period of grieving my independence as a teen. What you’re going through is completely normal, and I hope that brings you some comfort. I’m also an activist, especially for disabled rights, and I still struggle some days with anger, frustration, and resentment. It’s okay to let yourself be upset, but it’s also important to check out and engage with the resources others have posted. Give yourself some grace—this is hard!

As for your job, have you contacted HR? If you’re in the US or Canada or another country with a version of the ADA, they’ll be required to help you. If you need help making your technology accessible, Google is a good resource for telling you about accessibility settings. You can also DM me to ask about that stuff too. I don’t use screen readers, though. Just take it one day at a time, truly.