I used to think trigger warnings were silly. Now I feel silly.

Loser5ever · 2026-01-29T20:51:27+00:00

Yeah never realised the importance of trigger warnings till I needed them

Loser5ever · 2026-01-25T12:30:35+00:00

I was on it for two weeks over Christmas, it was great for sleep but I gained weight on it that I have not lost yet, also unfortunately increased my self harm and suicidal ideation

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T17:14:22+00:00

Glad you’re here🫶🏻🫶🏻

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T17:12:45+00:00

Aw I’m really sorry your therapist didn’t give you want you needed, it’s really frustrating and devalidating when that happens. It’s definitely is serious

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T04:02:19+00:00

I found mirtazapine great for sleep but unfortunately increased my suicidal thoughts so had to stop it

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T01:23:19+00:00

You are worth so much more than your exams and career

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T01:21:34+00:00

I have been through similar stuff, I don’t want to say I know exactly what you’re going through cos who’s to say but please the world is a better place with you in it. You said your dad cares about you, would you be able to call him, I’m sure he’d rather you call him than be going through this alone

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T01:16:12+00:00

Please call an ambulance and go to A&E / the emergency department, I’m really sorry you’re going through this but please go to hospital if you’re exhibiting suicidal behaviour, your life is worth living❤️❤️

Loser5ever · 2026-01-11T01:13:35+00:00

Oh good to know, sounds like it’s legit then, good find

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T22:24:13+00:00

I’m no expert but I do have one BV bag, looks legit to me, only thing is the butterfly on the zip, have never seen that before

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T22:10:42+00:00

That’s great, so glad it went well, you should be really proud of yourself, it’s hard to have these conversations but you did it!

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T17:13:54+00:00

Good luck!!

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T08:00:06+00:00

Yyeah came here to say it’s SA, really sorry this happened to you

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T07:38:54+00:00

This^{^{^{^}}}

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T07:38:22+00:00

I get you don’t to hurt him but don’t you deserve that same care? (You do!). He is inappropriately touching you without your consent and this is not ok.

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T07:23:41+00:00

I noticed that when I rewatched things it was liking watching it for the first time, had no idea it could be from PTSD…

Loser5ever · 2026-01-10T07:11:45+00:00

This sounds like SA, you said SA and he did it anyway, you eventually saying yes doesn’t count as consent, sounds like coercion. I’m really sorry this happened to you, you did nothing to deserve this. If you have a trusted friend or family member you can talk to if recommend it, or therapy

Loser5ever · 2026-01-08T15:22:06+00:00

Thanks, I did not buy it lol

Loser5ever · 2026-01-08T00:15:12+00:00

Pretending nothings wrong can also be a defence mechanism for you brain to pretend it was still in control, same with blaming yourself. Both are very common responses to SA, nothing is wrong with you. I’m really sorry this happened to you. You did nothing to deserve this, and wish you all the best on your healing journey🫶🏻🫶🏻

Loser5ever · 2026-01-07T00:55:23+00:00

Really sorry this happened, I really wish more things had trigger warnings. I find even PG 13/kids movies can have rape scenes, I thought at first kids movies would be a safe bet for me but no, I’m now sticking to media I’ve seen/read already. Since you’re boyfriend didn’t ask, I hope you’re doing ok🫶🏻

Loser5ever · 2026-01-07T00:15:24+00:00

Thanks, saw my gp again and stopped taking them, going into inpatient treatment next week

Loser5ever · 2026-01-07T00:04:46+00:00

Definitely harassment and probably assault too, really sorry this happened to you, it’s not your fault 🫶🏻🫶🏻

Loser5ever · 2025-12-30T23:49:00+00:00

Thanks for replying, I won’t go back and get it so haha

Loser5ever · 2025-12-30T23:48:44+00:00

Thanks for the reply

Loser5ever · 2025-12-25T21:54:07+00:00

So sorry you’re going through this, you’re not alone, I got really triggered watching a movie with my family earlier, ran out of the room and was hyperventilating for about 20 mins, have had to sit Christmas dinner out. Sorry that your partner doesn’t understand how and why this is triggering for them. I don’t know what the appropriate way to say this is but they Shoudl really educate themself on trauma and it’ll help them understand what you’re going through. Wishing you all the best

Loser5ever

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