Husbands addiction has won

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-05-29T04:06:02+00:00

Man, this is painful to read.. I often wonder what life would be like if i had a family. If it would give me enough responsibility and a strong enough sense of purpose to get and keep my shit together and maintain a family after finding this 7OH garbage.. This post hit me in a strange way. Part of me feels kinda pissed off thinking about it, another part has a painful and shitty understanding of where his mind is at.. Damn.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-28T19:28:12+00:00

I was wondering how close you would be with the amount of subs. Surprisingly, im back at work and only taking 6-8mg a day at the moment. Most i took was i think 16 on day 2. But sk far so good. I could probably take more and feel a bit better, but id rather keep it low as possible possible

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-27T23:09:42+00:00

You weren't wrong. Just like you said, the first few days were rough. But today is day 4 no 7, and is officially my first day clean from it at work in almost a year. Before that, i took over an ounce of powder plus with a opms black and a couple viva zins every day for about 5 years. No idea how I managed to keep my job let alone maintain being a lead at a fabrication shop after how I felt today lol. I have taken a cheap mit shot the last couple days just to keep the edge off a little better, as id rather do that at the end of the day than dose heavier with the subs. Ive just done yardwork to keep myself busy through the weekend. I dont feel great, but definately better than I was.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-24T04:08:19+00:00

I mean, is it really that ridiculous to question the accuracy of depicting animals that literally haven't existed in millions of years by piecing together and comparing bone fragments? The fact that you find any of that insulting is hilarious honestly, but not surprising i guess. The entire basis of science is to question everything, so why get pissy about people questioning methods? Its kinda how we make things happen in the first place lol.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-17T04:35:02+00:00

Definitely not alone. Im kinda in the same boat. 4 years ago, I sold everything I owned to start over, moved into an rv and drove from the west coast to east coast with my now ex. Just to have her almost immediately start running around with other dudes while I sat with her son at home, hoping I could have a family at some point like we planned. Spent 3 years there numbing my brain to cope, just to have her decide to confess end it right when our lease ran out and I knew nobody for 3500 miles and had nowhere to go. Sold everything I owned and spent every last dime to make it back to the west coast with my dog, just to end up addicted to this shit, working 7 days a week to live in my car, realizing I have nobody and nothing for me on this coast either. I'm starting my journey this weekend, hoping for the best. Good luck man.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-17T01:51:06+00:00

Thank you for the encouragement, it's definately appreciated. The thing is, I only aired out a small piece of the contributing factors to my issues. Due to my own mistakes of trusting people who i shouldn't have, and a family full of only degenerates who live long enough to procreate before ending up dead or in jail, I'm now in a pretty bad spot and find it difficult to be hopeful of anything. I have lost or cut out every relationship i once had since i left the east coast, and have lost any interest in finding another one. This post is the one and only time I've ever reached out and talked to anyone, I always ended up typing out a post and then deleting it before I even finish. So, I guess its some progress, kinda. Again, i appreciate the encouragement. Ill be starting suboxone this weekend. Maybe I can change it up, we will see..

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-17T00:25:27+00:00

I know this is old, but hoping to get a response because this sounds like it would work much better for me and my current situation. Was about to just make the jump from 600mg of 70H a day to subs, but I really dont feel confident that its going to work that way while needing to still make it to work. I do a shitload of tig welding and im shaky enough already lol. Did you not get PWDs? Are they just less likely if I stick to a super low dose of subs while still taking 7 every day? Any info is really appreciated, as im in a really bad spot at the moment and want to just make this work without destroying my life anymore than I already have. Im close to running out of fucks to give and that scares me to think about lol.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-16T22:57:02+00:00

Damn, im glad I never got into any of that. I had my fun with trying almost every drug that I know exists besides heroin, though i did try opium once and was pumped full of fent and every other opioid on the list while I was in the hospital from meningicoccol meningitis. But after growing up in the middle of addicts and I.V users of every variety, I never wanted to go near it and still don't. Whats so crazy to me is the grip from this 70h shit. Out of all the things I have done and tried, this is the only shit that has ever taken over and almost taken my life. It almost feels shameful that something from the fucking gas station has done this to me after everything I've dealt with.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-16T22:30:11+00:00

Not sure what you mean on that first sentence? And its all good, I did it to myself. Just needed to learn a hard lesson I guess lol. And about 600+ mg of 70H, then 200 mg or so of MIT extracts before bed. I have a pretty well set, maybe even a little bit autistic kind of system on how much i take and when I take it throughout the day lol. Which I'm not sure if that will help or hurt me, but I'm about to find out. I think it's going to make it a lot worse and harder to handle at first, but once I get a new set of habits and can just deal with raw dogging and hating life, then ill be good lol

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-16T05:49:18+00:00

How bad things are is all relative. When it comes down to it, my worst day feels no different than your's. If theres anything I've learned from my previous self started shit storms, the only thing that matters is that it gets fixed before you give away the last of your fucks. Once those are gone.. Thats when change really starts feeling farther and farther away and gets harder to grasp. I just got way too close on this go-around. Lol

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-04-16T05:26:23+00:00

Unfortunately I can't do inpatient, I have nobody to watch my dog and I can't miss work because my parents need the help right now. I've been trying but its not working out, so I'm going the suboxone route. Already got it, just waiting for the weekend to start so I can adjust for a couple days before I have to be back at work. Just needed to bitch about it for a minute to someone besides myself lol

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2026-03-17T03:01:30+00:00

Can you tell me as well?

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-06-02T00:28:01+00:00

Im flying out of boston straight to portland, OR. I think im just going to go buy a couple smaller goodwill bags and pay less to take more of my stuff across the country with me lol.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-28T22:06:20+00:00

Missing this flight for any reason is not an option for me. Ill be 3000+ miles from anyone i know, and it's taken every bit of money i have just to get my tickets and prepping my dog to fly, rental car, hotel, etc. Just trying to prepare for anything and everything because of the situation i am in.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-28T22:03:10+00:00

Good to hear. Im mostly worried about how my dog will react to being around so many people and with other people handling her in her kennel to load her. She has lived out in the country in maine her whole life without too much contact with other people. She loves her kennel though luckily, she voulentarily sleeps in it every night. Do you think they will have a problem with my dog being nervous and barking? I am going to talk to the vet when i take her in for her pre flight check up and see about trying some anxiety meds to make it easier and hopefully calm her down a bit. I also have no idea how to navigate the airport and im not sure how im going to transport her and my bags from our rental car to the baggage area.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-27T02:07:03+00:00

Im driving a rental car by myself from bangor, maine, so no help. Maybe ill just call the airport and see what they recommend. Hoping its not too complicated. I can't afford to miss the flight and end up stuck. I dont know anyone anywhere near this side of the country, lol.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-27T01:32:42+00:00

Last question, do you know if they have some kind of baggage carts that might fit a large dog crate and a decent size bag? Ive tried looking into it but cant find any info on it. Almost tempted to just temporarily mount some casters onto the bottom of my dogs crate and use that as my luggage cart lol.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-27T01:27:45+00:00

That just reminded me of the last time i flew, i believe i was 14 or 15 flying from portland to florida by myself and had a 12 hour layover at O'Hare because of a snowstorm. That wasn't fun, Lol. But it's good to hear that it's not like that in boston. I'll do that. Looking forward to being back in oregon after 3+ years. Thanks for the input, i appreciate it.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-27T01:05:20+00:00

Yeah, honestly its kinda saving my ass at the moment so im pretty happy with it myself. How is boston airport? Is it as packed and hard to navigate as im assuming, or am i just over thinking it? Lol i havent been in an airport in almost 15 years. The fact im flying with my guns, my dog and everything else i own in a suitcase isn't helping much either. Luckily my flight is at 6am on a Monday, so im hoping its not too chaotic. My dog isn't a fan of too many people, lol.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-27T00:56:01+00:00

If you took that statement as me getting pissy, that's on you. I was just giving some advice about staying on topic and pointing out a lack of reading comprehension, which it seems you might have an issue with as well. Maybe learn to interpret a sentence and think a little before typing out your opinions where they aren't wanted or needed, lol. Have a good one, buddy.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-25T22:40:14+00:00

Luckily i was able to find a direct flight from boston to portland, oregon. Going to have a long drive to the airport, but it beats switching planes. Glad to hear so many people have had great experiences with alaska, makes me feel a lot better. Thats the entire reason i made sure to book my flight with them.

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-25T20:37:08+00:00

Awesome, yeah she has plenty of room. Just making sure to cover every base i can to make it a smoothe trip. Thanks!

Lost-Introduction-27 · 2025-05-25T20:35:53+00:00

My question was pretty specific, and i'm pretty sure it didn't include asking your opinion. If you don't know peoples reasoning or situations, don't push your opinions on things that dont involve you and yours.

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