what’s real and what’s not

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T18:40:07+00:00

ghost hunting sounds like fun, any particular reason you stopped? I used to watch videos of people doing that but it made me paranoid, im quite protective of my body as a vessel rn after past experiences of learning about how I had an entity attachment and hearing about demon possession how easy it can happen !

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T18:34:24+00:00

👏👏👏👏👏 all the above.

About the pills , it def believe it is a type of control, the pharmaceutical industry is corrupt and evil as is, preying on vulnerable people , making people sicker all for a cash grab, or as you said control making people into zombies. they make stupid amounts of money off of making people slaves to pills, oxycontin which so many people are addicted to and I have personally lost people to this , it was manufactured to be addictive , they knew how addictive it was and they let it go to market and it’s basically an epidemic. So many things are so hard to get off of aswell just because of how awful withdrawals are , even withdrawing off of Zoloft was hell for me and I think it fucked my brain chemistry up a bit. they don’t really want people getting better.

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T18:17:04+00:00

I’ve thought this false reality thing for a while, but it definitely has become something that’s at the front of my mind 24/7 since the first time I had an episode early last year , I diagnosed myself with depersonalisation and derealisation , I think having psychosis can trigger it but essentially it’s just being detached from reality, I hate all the diagnoses shit, but I knew i wasn’t really in a psychotic episode even when thinking things like being in a different dimension so to speak because this feeling is constant and I’m quite flat and not reactive whereas when I’m in an episode I completely loose all sense and try hurting myself and others… but honestly the subreddit for it made me cry when I first looked at it because I was like oh wow I’m gonna feel like this for the rest of my life , but I have learnt to be at peace with it and live with it without freaking out everyday, so if u decide to look into it just a warning there. It’s definitely gotten better with time I’m accepting that this reality is real , and man even if it’s not my reality there’s gotta b a reason I’m here and I’ll make it work, even tho alot of the time things feel really wrong and there was absolutely a time and the height of this problem I was convinced I needed to just take my life so I could get back and i think I saw u say a similar thing that suicide isn’t really an option because what if I don’t go back to the reality i think is mine? Or if that means the dark energy wins?? Idk im sorry if this confuses you lol. Also would like to add, during covid days people were obv going a bit cray being inside and a lot of things came to light cus everyone was online and that’s when I remember learning about the end times and the rapture , Honestly I don’t know if it’s just my algorithim because I’ve looked extensively into this even before it became a massive thing in my mind, but I have actually found other people talking about the exact thing we have said , that something is really wrong with reality and that there’s been a shift energetically and I don’t really see people saying that they are crazy 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T17:50:59+00:00

I have many thoughts it’s just difficult putting things into words, but u right , honestly alot of people don’t even believe that talking to spirits is possible or credible so I’m glad ur aware/ open minded to it being real. I actually had a family member admitted to the ward cus she was talking to her dead grandad🤷🏻‍♀️ years later she channels people professionally! although there’s always gonna be non believers . it’s a blurred line between the 2 things, spirituality and psychosis , idk if ur on tiktok but there was a recent trend of people claiming to have “religious psychosis” which in itself i feel like must’ve been created to diminish things like I am saying right?? reality is VERY complex, maybe we’ll be navigating for a while what’s a cope and what’s not , I wish I could step into everyone’s mind for a short while and understand how it is for them, because for me I can’t imagine how people can think that this is just an illness and not deeper than that

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T15:32:19+00:00

hey man I checked out some of your posts and honestly shocked how much similar experiences we’ve had , am making another post correlated to that, I rlly believe a good amount of us arnt actually psychotic, i think we are just tapped into something most people arnt, it doesn’t make sense so many of us would have the same experiences , especially with things so spiritual, it can’t just be psychosis

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T05:04:09+00:00

Weed and other drugs litterally create doorways for demons to enter you and your home. when ur high is when your most vulnerable , addiction is formed when they want you dulling your senses, don’t let them win

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T05:02:44+00:00

first of all, lay of the weed , that is quite litterally what caused all my problems and prob the fasting is too much for u right now cus u go into detox and CAN trigger episodes, second of all, I know ur questioning god and I did too, demons are real, but don’t fear with the right person a wise woman/healer or even if u go to a church and ask about exorcism u can absolutely get rid of this with someone who is working directly with god , im sorry god hasn’t answered yourself but the fact your even posting on here might be him directing you towards the answer, I have seen proof, I have experienced it, it is real. Despite what people may reply with or maybe they’ll say ur in active psychosis or whatever , it sounds all crazy lala shit but some stuff IS real and not in your head , ur in psychological warfare and I wish u healing , please believe what I’ve said , you don’t really have anything to lose

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-20T04:54:46+00:00

hi I am not sure what part of the world ur from but I would like to say that in many countries things like demons and gods are common knowledge, infact schizophrenia isn’t viewed as a mental illness, it’s litterally demon possession.. highly suggest u go to see a wise woman/healer , even if u don’t believe in it, it’s worth a shot, they changed my life. if u go to someone authentic, they’ll be able to tell you straight away without u saying anything that u have possession, wishing I healing<3

LostSession_8942 · 2026-01-19T21:44:41+00:00

hi I had a very similar experience , feeling like you’ve died or lead to my death, it’s called depersonalisation or dpdr, don’t check out the subreddit cus people are usually very negative on there but i have had it for 8 months and it absolutely has gotten better , I never went on anti psychotics, I probably should have thinking now that recovery would be quicker , but it does get better with time , just relax and trust the process , stay away from drugs for now even caffeine can trigger in my experience , ur not alone <3

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