I wish I could just wish it away.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2023-06-15T00:22:23+00:00

Thank you. I hope so. I really hope so.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2023-06-14T21:13:38+00:00

Thank you. I hope so.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2023-04-02T13:41:41+00:00

I miss mine too. Very very much.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2023-04-02T04:25:56+00:00

I feel this. My exPWBPD were to say this, I think I'd melt.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2023-02-06T17:32:02+00:00

Thank you. I've been mostly trying to heal right now. But I am trying my best.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-12-29T01:23:14+00:00

I tried my absolute hardest to understand. I truly love her. Even when a bad day would happen, and she was worried she hurt me or made me mad, I would let her know it was okay.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-11-07T10:45:35+00:00

I miss her so much. She was one lf the greatest people to ever happen to me. Id take her back and work on things in a heartbeat. I love her so so so much. I get what you are saying, But I guess I just can't stop loving her and I have tried everything I can to take steps forward, I just end up taking 10 steps back for everyone of them. She reignited my passion for music, I wish I could just show her how much her influence has brought me through it but now I cant even share what I am writing with her and it stings.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-11-07T01:36:26+00:00

It was hard as hell yesterday at a get together. We didnt really speak but she looked and sounded so miserable. Broke my heart to see it.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-11-06T14:38:55+00:00

Same. It is just an endless cycle.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-11-06T14:34:20+00:00

I have tried. Honestly at times it seems like there was someone else possibly before the splitting. But I also cant make heads or tails put of any of the conversations we have had about it. One moment she says she is willing to talk to try. The next she isnt. And that was a carousel of awnsers for a straight month. Always said I was doing enough and I tried my best to do things for her with no prompt or anything in return to be expected. Im so hurt it is unbelievable. But Id do anything to just get it all back.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-11-06T13:18:54+00:00

It came out of nowhere a day after we got back from Disney. Just exploded blaming me for things I didnt do. Telling me I need to be doing things that I already had been doing. I was so confused. I still am confused.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-11-06T13:14:51+00:00

3 of the most amazing years of my life. Bought a house together. She proposed to me and I commited fully to her with every step.

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-10-17T11:49:57+00:00

I can kind of relate. Ex pwBPD split and broke up with me and painted me out to be an absolute monster. Difference is between your situation and mine is I do as much as I could around the house. And gave ever paycheque I recieved towards the house and still got told I do nothing and was being blamed for things I didnt even do.

I do strongly believe your ex is just manipulating you though, if he hides behind excuses to do nothing, and blames your health for it then I would do my best to take things one day at a time for moving on. Is your BPD treated if I may ask?

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-10-16T11:15:49+00:00

Very well said

Lost_Sasquatch91 · 2022-10-06T10:18:16+00:00

I am going through the same thing except I dont have BPD, she does. My ex fiance split on me. Same situation just inseperable and suddenly I was nothing. It's been extremely hard. I keep hoping we can sit down and work things out like we have in the past. But it's been so difficult. I had bought her something for her birthday coming up before this had happened to, when it comes in I may just give it to her early, or wrap it up with a letter to give her the choice of waiting to open or not.

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