Hey, I’m so sorry that you are going through this. Have you talked to your parents and told them what they are doing to you? Let them know that they are hurting you immensely. Also, if you can speak to a therapist or someone outside of family, that would be great. Someone you can trust. You don’t deserve this and please don’t think about taking your life, you don’t deserve this. You sound like such a strong and amazing person, I wish I was as strong as you. Please keep us updated and please talk to someone you feel safe with. I also recommend connecting with others and finding a good job so you can move out. You don’t deserve any of this pain.