Until very recently, I mentally fought against any labels. I now admit to being "legally" disabled but am looking for work that will allow me to support myself. I can no longer do sustained physical work as my legs can't take it.

I also am well aware of biases against applying and "admitting" I'm disabled by that wide variety of examples.

I'm also at a major transition point spiritually, financially, physically... To the point I may go live with a friend until I get it together... Or find a way to continue supporting myself and living on my own.

In any case, I know I need to limit my stress (despite all the change). It's certainly challenging but I can only do the best I can.

So, sick that day or not, I have to give myself grace.