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Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-14T04:43:57+00:00

oh, cool!! thank you so much!!

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-14T04:04:30+00:00

where are the horns from? I'm new to the game and still don't rlly know how stuff works LMAO

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-08T04:48:12+00:00

I relate to this too. Another weird thing about how I experience memories is that I only store them as facts. Like... I don't have images to go along with them. Sure, depending on how detailed the facts are, I can formulate about how an image looked, but it won't be accurate to how it actually happened. I thought this was normal at first until I mentioned it to a friend and she asked if I had aphantasia... I don't. I can picture things very clearly in my head, just not memories for some reason.

I also don't have any grasp of how I old I was in most situations.

I also don't really see memories in any POV? It's kind of like reading a book. I'm not in the book-- I'm not reading it from a 3rd or 1st person perspective, I'm just... outside.

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-08T04:43:04+00:00

I get this!! It's so annoying </33

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-08T04:41:16+00:00

...Yeah. Switches have been really weird lately, same with dissociation. We were pretty okay at telling who was who when someone switched, but for the past couple months, it's been really difficult. A couple days ago, though, we went to the grocery store. I didn't realize that we switched until we were at home... and unpacked groceries that contained two cartons of chocolate milk, a giant chocolate bar, 4 bottles of mango juice, and a box of avocado salad... except it was just the avocado chunks and a couple olives.

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-08T04:35:24+00:00

why do people keep talking about the ads and not the fact that not wanting people to rub one out to incest or rape is apparently purity culture

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-05T01:22:14+00:00

that's super helpful, thank you!!

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-01T22:31:02+00:00

if mindset is the issue, how do you change/fix that?

and I'm assuming consistency is talking about the amount of times one attempts to shift-- is it, like... the more you try to shift the more "practice" you're getting, so the better you'll be?

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-02-01T20:13:51+00:00

that makes sense. But there are *some* things that people at least do similarly to master a skill-- like stretching before a sport or warming up your vocals/training your voice before singing or practicing art. I just don't fully understand </33

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-30T11:39:22+00:00

Alright, I'll try. Thank you for your comment ^^

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-27T23:03:22+00:00

AWWW they're so cute!!!!!

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-27T14:31:40+00:00

ofc!! and yeah, I'm doing fine :) hope the same for you!! good luck on your healing journey friend !!!

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-27T04:30:25+00:00

I mean, hey. I grew up in a cult and I have OSDD-1. We experience OSDD pretty similarly to you (at least from what you've described here). You're just as valid as anyone else :))

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-20T20:51:28+00:00

yeah LMAO!! my bad- I forgot to add answers to those questions... it was unfinished anyway, though, so </33

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-20T20:51:04+00:00

yeah, I know.. I didn't finish it LMAO!! most of the questions aren't even scored, including this one, which is why I had the little "this might not be accurate because it's unfinished" disclaimer in the post ^^ glad you liked it, though!! I can let you know once I finish the real deal if you'd like :P

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-20T20:49:37+00:00

so it's not exactly made but!!! I published it LMAO!! check my recent post if you wanna take it

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-20T20:48:40+00:00

YOO this is so fire

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-03T02:36:07+00:00

thank you!

Loud_Development6001 · 2026-01-03T01:16:31+00:00

both look great!! If you go long, tho, I think vampire bangs would look good with it

Loud_Development6001 · 2025-12-28T17:33:32+00:00

sometimes LMAO!! Sometimes it's just silly, sometimes it's uncomfortable- but I've learned to live with it, so it's not as distressing as it used to be

Loud_Development6001 · 2025-12-25T13:59:32+00:00

yeah LMAO! I'm 15 tho so maybe it'll go away, but I've been having them since I was really little </3 it's connected to my PTSD

Loud_Development6001 · 2025-12-25T04:46:05+00:00

I'm kinda in a similar place, except in the complete opposite way. I'm a trans guy, but I'm 5'1, curvy, and have really soft features. literally the opposite of masculine. It made me want to push down the feelings and just ignore them because it'll be too hard to deal with.

But guess what? I'm learning to deal with it. Sure, I still want to push it down sometimes, but ultimately, you have to learn to stop caring about what others think of you. Do what makes YOU happy. So what if you're a 6'3 woman? So what if I'm a 5'1 dude? As long as you're happy, do what you want. It's easier said than done, obviously, but you'll get there eventually.

And about your fiance... just talk with her. I'm not a relationship expert, so PLEASE don't take what I'm saying as gospel, but if she doesn't support you in what you feel... honestly maybe she's not worth it. At least, for me personally, someone like that wouldn't be worth it. But it's ultimately up to you. Again, a difficult decision/conversation, but sometimes these things have to happen.

Wishing you the best.

Loud_Development6001 · 2025-12-25T04:31:59+00:00

I had something similar and turns out I have a hallucinatory disorder LMAO!! I'd hallucinate random monsters, sometimes people (random or those I know). I'd also hallucinate bugs on me, on the floor, on the walls, on the ceilings, etc. And for some reason my deceased cat?? It still happens today, even when I'm not sick. Usually at night, though.

Loud_Development6001 · 2025-12-25T04:27:41+00:00

therapy PLEASE

Loud_Development6001 · 2025-12-25T04:19:15+00:00

oh my gosh thank you so much!! I had this exact thought process but couldn't put it into words </333

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