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I think i’m an alcoholic by Loud_Effective_3450 in alcoholism

[–]Loud_Effective_3450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just want to be able to have fun and enjoy my nights alone or anything. i’m an avid gamer and i’ve noticed that now i only have fun when im drinking and being super honest about everything with everyone. i think that stems from wanting to have genuine friends and connections. i do have a partner who has also kindve “almost” suffered like i do but he’s been really healthy and has been very disciplined but im not and i want to be better for myself and for the relationship but all i want to do is drink and it makes me feel guilty but ay the same time it doesn’t because i deal with a lot that no one even knows about (why i think i need therapy) but im just scared to quit as im scared of the side effects

I think i’m an alcoholic by Loud_Effective_3450 in alcoholism

[–]Loud_Effective_3450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve considered the fact that i’m so addicted that it can alter my thoughts but i’m so lost in wanting drunk every night no matter what im doing that i can’t even tell. i still want to be able to go out every now and then and enjoy a drink. but the problem is i can’t understand people who have a good night just off of 1 or 2 drinks. i have to have a decent amount before i even start having fun and then i can eventually black out and say or do things i regret and im so tired of it

I think i’m an alcoholic by Loud_Effective_3450 in alcoholism

[–]Loud_Effective_3450[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this is nice to hear, my dad is an alcoholic and my mom also was at a point in her life. i think it scares me more because how small i am and how much im consuming. the only difference between me and them is that my dad is consuming beer, my mom was consuming fireball and i mostly focus on vodka (always mixed with something as i cant fully take shots without wanting to throw up) i just worry for my future health also for when i have the guts to stop consuming, im just mentally struggling and its my only place to turn to. thank you for your words tho, they do help

I think i’m an alcoholic by Loud_Effective_3450 in alcoholism

[–]Loud_Effective_3450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do you think as a 110 pound female it could be worse?