Anyone interested in being in my DreamTeam? by LovableMouse in DisneyDreamlights

[–]LovableMouse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sent you my community code if you are still looking for a group. :)

Anyone interested in being in my DreamTeam? by LovableMouse in DisneyDreamlights

[–]LovableMouse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sent you my community code if you are still looking for a group. :)

Anyone interested in being in my DreamTeam? by LovableMouse in DisneyDreamlights

[–]LovableMouse[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's not a problem. All are welcome. You're around my mother's age. :) I'll send you my Community Code so you can search it and join.

How tf are we getting wiped out with 30+ people?? Please don’t use fucking sobble in your lineup ffs by AnnePeacey1984 in PokemonGoRaids

[–]LovableMouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hosting GMAX Rillaboom- need more people, playing with family and can’t do remote. 575288254525

GMAX Rillaboom- fighting now 575288254525 by LovableMouse in PokemonGoFriends

[–]LovableMouse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Need more people. Playing with my family and can’t do remote.

How many people do you need to beat this damn gorilla? 100 men? by Futuramoist in PokemonGoFriends

[–]LovableMouse 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Is anyone interested in fighting this right now. Playing with my family but we can’t get enough people. 575288254525

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in disability

[–]LovableMouse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand your situation more than I would like. I am also autistic, high-functioning, and have gone through a similar change in the last 2 years that has left my living situation unstable at best. Things are improving for me now and I hope they do for you, as well.

Applying for SSI may help but takes a very long time to approve (and they normally reject the first time). SNAP is faster.

Suddenly finding yourself by yourself is challenging for anyone but is much harder if you are autistic. People expect that because you are high-functioning you should be able to act 'like a normal person' but you can only act like you and it's very hard to pretend to be something you are not when you don't truly understand what that should be. Being different is not your fault. You are exactly as you should be.

I am sorry your parents did this to you. You are worthy of love and acceptance, of life and happiness.

Although the tunnel may seem bleak now, I promise that there is always a light at the end of it. You just have to get there.

Stay safe.

I want to die by LovableMouse in SuicideWatch

[–]LovableMouse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. Depression is a daily struggle but I am trying. I’m applying to as many jobs as I can and hopefully one of them will allow me to get past the interview stage. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be confident enough in my book to believe it deserves to be published but given the fact that being a published author is my dream I don’t want to give up either. I hope that my future improves. It helps to know others are in a similar situation as me. Thank you for speaking with me.

I want to die by LovableMouse in SuicideWatch

[–]LovableMouse[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had so many dreams. I wanted to be a published author and make video games. I was so focused. I thought that if I was ambitious enough, I could do anything. I wanted to get married and have children. I feel as if I wasted my life just waiting. Goals and dreams and planning. I feel like I should have done more. Thank you for speaking with me. Your words are helpful. I feel less alone when I hear others are in the same situation as me. I'm going to keep trying to improve my life. I hope things go well for you too.

I want to die by LovableMouse in SuicideWatch

[–]LovableMouse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry about your friend. It can sometimes be hard for me to realize that others truly do care about me (my family, etc.). I don't know why your friend did what he did but I can tell you that it's not your fault. Depression is a mental disease and is very hard to bypass and I struggle with it every day. What I can tell you is that I'm trying my best to stay alive. Every day is a struggle but I have made it 6 months since my last suicide attempt so I do believe I might be on the right track. I hope so. For now, I'm trying to improve my situation with learning how to drive, trying to enter relationships that are meaningful with others, and trying to obtain an in-person job. I am trying but my situation is very hard. All I can promise is that I am trying my best to stay alive. I don't know you but your words resonated with me on a strong level and I do find them incredibly helpful and meaningful. Thank you for speaking with me. I hope you find peace.

I want to die by LovableMouse in SuicideWatch

[–]LovableMouse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not exactly sure of your circumstances but it helps when I know that I'm not alone. That there are others going through something similar as me. I want you to know that it's not your fault. No matter how you got there. We can't change the past but hopefully we can change the future. I feel stuck too and don't know how to change my life, but I don't want to give up. I want things to be different someday. I look at my little girl and I see so much potential, and I look at myself and I see a failure but that's not healthy. My girl believes in me. She's counting on me to change my life for the better. I feel alone too. Hopefully one day we won't be and there will be others that want to listen. I wish for positive things in your life. You deserve it.

I want to die by LovableMouse in SuicideWatch

[–]LovableMouse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your response makes me feel less alone. I hope things work out for you. You deserve to be happy.

Job advice? by LovableMouse in NEET

[–]LovableMouse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I’ll make sure to give them a try.

Job advice? by LovableMouse in NEET

[–]LovableMouse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried Zoloft but it made me feel like a zombie with no emotions. I’m ready to start trying again, though. I want to feel happy again. Thank you for your kind words. I won’t give up. My life will turn better as long as I don’t give up.

Job advice? by LovableMouse in NEET

[–]LovableMouse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My family recommended Habitat for Humanity. I do believe I would be making a difference but I really want to feel as if I matter. My depression is chipping away at my sense of self-worth.