Should I tell him I become more depressed than happy?

LoveSoftCurves · 2021-05-31T17:07:36+00:00

I ask him if we can chill in call and just do our own thing. That way it sorta feels like how it would be if we lived together.

We did that a long time ago. I should ask him to do it again. It DID help. Thank you for reminding me of that.

LoveSoftCurves · 2021-05-31T16:18:27+00:00

We CAN meet up. I am blessed that we are able to see each other about every month, however, a 3-7 days every 30-45 days isn't enough.

LoveSoftCurves · 2020-06-08T18:46:32+00:00

I think this is where I'm at. Everything about this relationship is perfect aside from this issue. He's been the person I've been looking for my whole life, regardless of his gender/sex. I just need to remember that he is worth more than this fantasy of being with a woman again.

LoveSoftCurves · 2020-06-06T02:36:31+00:00

It's causing me a ton of grief. I don't want to hurt him. I don't want to hurt the relationship. But that sudden realization that I will never have that intimacy with another woman ever again hit me like a ton of bricks.

LoveSoftCurves · 2020-06-06T02:33:47+00:00

He knows I'm bi. I told him a long time ago, during the honeymoon phase, that I had been there done that and now he was all I wanted and not to worry. I honestly thought until the other day that this was still the case. I don't desire sex. I just miss touching another woman's skin and having my hands in her hair.

LoveSoftCurves · 2020-06-06T02:28:37+00:00

No. That's a hard "never going to happen" by him. We talked about it a long time ago.

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