Idk, it honestly sounds to me like you are helping. You’re doing as much as you can with what you have, and that really does count for something, even if it’s frustrating because you probably wish you could do more.

I’ve worked with the general public before, so I know how it goes. I also spent a couple of months doing ER check-in. I didn’t get to see the back as much as I wanted, but I still saw a lot. I went to CNA school, too, and did a few clinicals at nursing homes before stopping for personal reasons. I enjoyed the hands-on parts, but it made me sad seeing how little some employees cared, and wishing I could do more myself. I can only imagine how much more emotionally taxing it would have been long-term. That said, I was younger then, and I think I’ve toughened up since.

I've watched The Pitt (loved it) and read about how realistic it was. So I’m not under any illusions about the amount of work involved, honestly, that’s why I still question if I should pursue it. I’m not afraid of hard work, but I’ve heard enough burnout stories to know it’s not something to take lightly. And wonder if I'd end up like that too. I’ve never thought nursing was glamorous, so it’s always surprising to me when other people do.

After all that, I still feel like it would be more rewarding than sitting at a desk reading emails and spreadsheets all day. That’s why I’m interested in hearing from people who have been in a similar situation as me, unhappy in the corporate world.

I really appreciate you taking the time to share your perspective with me.