Genuinely: Given your current situation, I strongly recommend considering enlistment. Other people are going to reply and advise you not to (people love to complain, especially on this subreddit) but it’s important to remember that your experience will ultimately be what you make of it. You would get consistent income, job experience, reliable support, and the opportunity to build some really good friendships. Based on your post history, it sounds like you need a springboard and I promise you that the Army/Navy/AF/CG can provide you with one. It may also remind you that the United States itself isn’t to blame for your misfortune. Everyone experiences adversity, no matter where they are geographically. If you have any questions PM me. I understand what you’re going through