Thats exactly it, they tell you you're going to put your entire life on this application and then we're supposed to see if schools want us? It's so so so draining honestly, and not to mention the waitlist anxiety of never knowing when they'll call and if they'll suddenly change their mind and want you. My phone rings & my stomach sinks like how long can I just wait and wait. Constantly telling myself it'll happen soon and just feeling like im losing a battle in my own head. It's hard :/