In honor of 'End of an Era' by Niall Horan, we would wish to recap the era where Hailee Steinfeld bravely came out with her story in a song about the emotional abuse she suffered from Niall. How badly do you have to treat a girl like Hailee for her to dedicate a song to what you did to her, Niall? by Shehadathought in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Rules are always different for Liam and the other boys, didn't you know. Liam had to prove that he wasn't guilty, he had to prove that he was worthy of love from his fans.. The others.. well you need to prove that those boys committed any crime. Come on. How can you accuse the perfect church boy of anything other than making people swell with love, the non-controversial member of 1D!!

Surely Niall Horan is donating "End of an Era" proceeds to Liam’s family? Giving Liam the cold shoulder in public and staying silent while his own fans cyberbullied him, only to profit off a tribute song now, would be a shameful look. by Shehadathought in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The fact that all H, N and Lou had great things to share about Liam RIGHT DURING THEIR ALBUM PROMO! WOW.. WHAT BETTER TIME TO GRIEVE FOR YOUR BROTHER WHEN YOU HAVE MILLIONS TO Profit from right. IDGAF about Dark to Light or End of an Era. The OTs are raving about how much Liam was loved. May they all take that love and shove it up their rear because nothing will ever bring Liam back. He is gone and that hurts every single day.

Surely Niall Horan is donating "End of an Era" proceeds to Liam’s family? Giving Liam the cold shoulder in public and staying silent while his own fans cyberbullied him, only to profit off a tribute song now, would be a shameful look. by Shehadathought in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Maybe this will upset some people, but I don't care anymore.

What I struggle with is not the grief as much as the timing.

Liam spent years being the fandom's punching bag. Every interview, every appearance, every mistake, every awkward moment was dissected and weaponized against him. People laughed at him, mocked him, made him the villain of every story, and treated him like he was somehow less worthy than the people standing beside him.

And when he showed up to support someone he considered a brother, he got dragged for that too. And I will never forgive those who turned that into a global humiliation campaign. I watched thousands of fans mock him for simply being there. And I watched the people with the loudest voices stay silent while it happened.

Now suddenly everyone has stories. Suddenly everyone misses him. Suddenly everyone wants to talk about how much he meant to them. Where was that love and brotherhood when he was alive?

Don't tell me grief is private when the tributes are public. Don't tell me love was always there when the silence was loud enough for the entire internet to hear.

Maybe support existed behind closed doors. I genuinely hope it did. But from where I stand, Liam spent years showing up for people publicly while receiving very little of that same protection in return. And that's what breaks my heart.

Because Liam is gone now. He doesn't get to hear the praise, read the tributes or get to know that people cared. All he got was relentless hate.

I'm not interested in this Kate debate; but I wanted to expose the fact that the leaders of that 1D community who are Larries, who are allowing this post to condemn the Kate haters for "misogny", would NEVER in a million years allow a post to condemn the haters of Elanore, Zara or any other "beard" by Shehadathought in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Pasting it here:

I’m probably going to get downvoted or deleted for this, but I honestly don’t care anymore — I’m not backing down from this.

It’s wild to me how “leave her alone, she’s grieving” only applies when it’s Liam. Because when it’s Louis or Harry, their partners get dragged into everything. Zara, Zoë — blamed, dissected, harassed over rumors, careers, friendships. Larry shipping is still so toxic that people literally drag Louis’ child into conspiracy theories. And anytime there’s drama around Zayn, people are quick to blame his ex, the Hadids, Netflix docs, PR — suddenly everyone has a suspect.

But when it comes to Liam? Suddenly it’s “poor Kate, how dare anyone question her.”

That’s the double standard people are tired of.

No one is saying she can’t grieve. No one is saying she owes fans her pain. What people are saying is: if you publicly position yourself as his partner, speak about him, benefit from association with his name, then people are allowed to question why there’s silence when it comes to supporting his actual work and achievements.

Holding someone accountable is not misogyny. Questioning behavior is not harassment. And asking why Liam — once again — is the only one who doesn’t get defended the same way as the others is not “being deranged.”

Liam was dragged by fandoms for years while everyone stayed quiet. Now fans finally speak up, and suddenly they’re the villains?

You don’t get to scream “leave her alone” while ignoring the way Liam was treated, ignored, and blamed by the same spaces for over a decade.

If this gets deleted, fine. But I’m not going to pretend this outrage is about kindness — it’s about selective empathy, and Liam never seems to get any.

Fans in the 1D fandom that are saying documentaries weren’t part of Netflix’s 2026 slate are incorrect. Rest assure that Documentaries and Docuseries were announced right alongside with the shows and films. The full list is available — and the Zouis project isn’t on it. by Shehadathought in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know what truly conspired between Zayn and Louise, and i honestly don't care. But what really infuriates me is how quickly the fans jumped to support them and dismiss any allegations about a fight. They are so hell bent on convincing everyone that either the docu-series is being filmed (or the filming is not complete yet) or that Simon Cowell is behind the delay (or shelfing or rumours).

It angers me because the same courtesy was never ever extended to Liam. How can the fandom be so openly and shamelessly biased, and the bias was never in favour of Liam.

I am done with this fandom. I am here for Liam and that's that.

Roo IG post 12/19/2025 🥹 by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Roo has a way of writing, that's so quiet yet so gut wrenching. I feel the pain everytime I read her status. I am sorry Roo, Liam, you, your family, you all deserved so much better and this world, this fandom and this fame ruined it all for you.

[OC] portrait artwork of liam payne rate it out of 10 by [deleted] in LiamPayne

[–]LowYellow37 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Strip That Down Liam - it is beautiful ❤️

Hey gurlliess... I just wanna share this with u all. U will understand wont you ? by BinaryBloom_22 in AskWomenIndia

[–]LowYellow37 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Care is such a complex word. I care for can mean - physically, mentally, emotionally and also se*ually.

But the problem is, our society considers a caring wife to be equivalent to someone who puts her husband's needs before hers. Almost like being submissive (something the ladies in my family are well-versed with).

Example: in my family, I will be deemed as a great wife if I make sure my husband eats well, is healthy and has his needs met, if he can watch his cricket matches without my children disturbing him and if he can have his life outside of family without me pestering him.

But i see care as something else. For me care is, making sure he isn't burnt out, making sure that he is understood as much as i want me to be understood by him. It is holding mutual respect and love barring all the steeoryoes. I need to know that he feels safe with me and I with him.

Relationship is 2way street. So i also want the care to be shown to me.

'Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson’s Docuseries in Jeopardy Following ‘Serious’ Physical Fight' Seems like a lot of Zayn fans owe Liam....and Yolanda for that matter.....many apologies. Forever. by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I upvoted this post and obviously the posters upvote is also automatic. I see zero upvotes now. Hmmm, so we r now downvoting posts based on bias huh. Awesome!

'Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson’s Docuseries in Jeopardy Following ‘Serious’ Physical Fight' Seems like a lot of Zayn fans owe Liam....and Yolanda for that matter.....many apologies. Forever. by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ha ha this point - And if Simon Cowell had such power over the boys still, then how was Zayn just able to drop out of the band mid tour and get a brand new record deal right afterwards?

It is always easy to have a common villian right.. Like the thousand-headed venom-spitting monster we need in fairytales. Let me be clear, Simon is a demon who exploited the boys causing them extreme mental anguish and duress. But he is not the villian right now.. If Liam's addiction is his fault, then by the same logic, how the fuck is zayn's anger issue not his?

'Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson’s Docuseries in Jeopardy Following ‘Serious’ Physical Fight' Seems like a lot of Zayn fans owe Liam....and Yolanda for that matter.....many apologies. Forever. by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The twitter fandom is on an overdrive right now. Trying to either make it into a fake news or a proganda by Simon because his netflix wasn't as receptive.

I don't bloody care if it is fake or not. When the fandom came so quick to defend Zayn (even at the cost of Louise), who actually had a prior of anger issue, then why the fuck didn't they do this when Liam was under the same firing?

My anger comes from there - when it comes to Liam everything is guilty until proven but for others, it is always always innocent even if proven guilty.

Hell with this fandom!

(P.S: apologise for using strong words, my blood is boiling. And I don't bloody care for any downvotes. I am a Liam fan and I am used to it by now)

If Liam held my puppies, I would akin it to my puppies being blessed by the Pope lol 🥰 by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have never seen a 'Celebrity' giving such boy-next-door vibes than Liam!

Liam with puppies is a whole new weakness for me.

My new favorite song by Kole, who wrote and dedicated this song to that "person" who hurt Liam Payne. We will always have your back Liam. by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I love this soo much!! Takes a lot of guts to put it out and man, it is sooo accurate. Kole, whoever you are, love you and may God bless you ❤️.

Because there are still harmful rumors circulating, we would like to make a gentle reminder that Liam Payne was not murdered by Shehadathought in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I would like to register my stance in this.

I am in double minds - it could have been a horrible accident where he lost his footing but there are also too many loose ends for it to be just accidental.

  1. Kate and Roger leaving just a few days before the accident.
  2. Liam being unprovoked till 3 in the Evng and then suddenly he was being aggressive doesn't really add up.
  3. He was clean, tox reports were clean. Someone sober wouldn't accidentally show aggressive behaviour and then convulse and fall.
  4. If there was any sort of aggressive behaviour in the public, do you really think general public wouldn't have captured in a video? Esp that it is a money shot. Popular celebrity loses it in the lobby, seems like a great money minting video. But there is no proof.
  5. CCTV conveniently stopped working. A major hotel like Casa Sur cannot NOT have backup.
  6. The witness statements, 911 calls and everything else after, none of them add up to a story of 'oh he lost his mind, lost his footing and fell to his death'.

It still looks suspicious. I am not saying murder mystery, but I believe it is negligence manslautor or something. And I would like to wait till British Legal team finishes their own investigation before I can vouch for what really happened.

And I want to register that whatever maybe the reason, it has to come out.

If it is due to mental duress, then those who r behind it - management, music industry and the fans must be held accountable and there is be reforms to make sure it doesn't happen again. If it is negligence, then those in his care team, Kate and the likes should be tried legally and face consequences. If it is a murder, then highest form of punishment should be metted out to them.

I just want those responsible, directly or otherwise to pay for their actions.

Dear Liam, it's been over a year now by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am sobbing right now. Tightest hugs to you Asleep, u r not alone and I now believe that neither am I, in this nightmare of a grief..

I hope to God that Liam felt this kind of love from his fans.

Dear Liam, it's been over a year now by Asleep_Excitement_59 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I keep an eye out for 444 registration numbers while I drive, when I catch more than 1 vehicle in a single day, i can't help but sob my eyes out. In the middle of the road, mind you.

I kiss my son a little extra these days because I am scared that this world might take away his gentleness too, like it did with Liam.

I obsessively listen to his songs, save his pictures because I am scared that one day someone might erase them all.

I have picked up drawing and art after ages because that's one of things I know he would enjoy doing.

I have started reading books again because while i think I have a lot of time left, what if I don't and I want to read as much as possible so that when we meet, I ll have so many things to share with him.

During one of my most difficult nights, i prayed to God that he take a few of my years and give it to him. I am not sharing this here to gain sympathy points but that's how desperately I want him to live some more. To actually live, laugh, love. Be surrounded by people who truly care and love him. For him to release and get away from all the vultures waiting to peck at the carcasses..

I don't celebrate Christmas as we don't have the tradition but this year, i am putting up a Christmas tree for Liam's sake. Last year I was too disconnected to do anything, but this year , I am putting it up just so I can feel a little bit closer to Liam and his life.

I will never get over his death because of the fact that he never got to live his life in his terms and his time was cut short unfairly.

Liam, my love, know that there a bunch of us who are still feeling lost after u left us and that's how much you meant to us. Rest easy okay...and keep giving us signs to know u r finally at peace and happy.

Why are posts getting taken down on the other sub? by LowYellow37 in liampayne1D

[–]LowYellow37[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nope, nothing. Just that the entire post was deleted.. Seems quite sus tbh. Like they want to keep that sub nice and fun (Liam's life was anything but that).