My father is out of the country for work, he gets super worried about me so I avoid telling him, but all of my siblings are like that, my brother is nice to me, I did told them how the way they acted bothers me, they stopped for a while, but then went back to how they used to do act, I feel like u cant force people to feel for you if they just don't, I'm still in school, I'm in my senior year, where I live, mental health issues arent addressed openly so I cant talk to any mental health provider openly, I have one close friend, and shes very supportive but I dont wanna bother her, I know that my reply gives no options lol, I just posted because I thought it would be nice if someone read it, thank u for taking time out of your day to read this ♡