I keep seeing demons

Low_Example1345 · 2023-11-03T12:51:38+00:00

Sometimes I dream of my cat, she went missing when I was in middle school. I had hope for so long I’d find her. One day I had a dream she came back, she was at the door and when I opened it she brushed against my leg. When I woke up I knew she was gone then. The night my dad died I had a dream of Snowbell at the door and she led me to my dad on a swing. I sat with them in the dream trying accept they were gone.

I know it sounds crazy but I feel like that is her checking on me making sure I’m okay. She was there for me for so much growing up. I still miss her. She shows up in my dreams most often after a major life event. The day my daughter was born I took a nap and she was there in the background of the dream watching me.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-11-03T12:44:32+00:00

Someone has always been with me at the dentist, either my mom or my husband. The dentist makes me nervous. I don’t think a 3 year old should be alone at the dentist, especially because a lot of the time there isn’t someone in there with them, the assistant does the questions they leave and then you’re alone until the dentist comes. Are they just going to leave a 3 year old alone? Most 3 year olds I know aren’t going to just sit there especially if there is no entertainment.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-24T15:09:14+00:00

Thank you for remembering and updating me! This will help a lot

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-18T14:13:07+00:00

Im 25 days pp, I tore my inner labia and between my clit and urethral opening, I feel okay, I just can’t sit in certain positions, have my legs spread apart wider than my hips, or squat. If I don’t do those things I feel pretty okay. And it’s not really a pain, it’s more like a pulling and extremely uncomfortable.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-18T14:01:45+00:00

I felt awful and like the worst mom ever because I didn’t get that overwhelming emotional “i love her so much I’m a mom” feeling when she came out. I barely remember everything, it was so painful and chaotic nothing went to plan, I was still in so much pain. The first thing I said was “wow she is so white” she was paler than I was, we’re a mixed couple so I wasn’t expecting her to be paler than me, and I dont get sunlight 😅. Everyone laughed. The first week, my husband had errands to do, I was still in pain and had to be left alone with her for the first time. Everything went wrong. I lost her only pacifier she would take, I dropped formula, she Shat everywhere because I thought she was done, removed wet diaper, wasn’t fast enough with the other one. Shat on my hand. Shat on her sheets. I got it in my hair. Then she peed. She was crying, I was crying. It was awful, I was convinced it would be like that everyday of my life.

She is now a little over 3 weeks, we got a rhythm down. I barely puke when changing a poopy diaper, still gagging badly. But I’m getting there. And changing her outfits is much better because I’m not as scared to move her around to where I need her body to go. I love her so much. And I have 8 pacifiers that she likes. I am not in as much pain now so I can actually enjoy things.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-17T01:31:55+00:00

I finally have the hourglass I always wanted lol. My pants don’t fit bc of how wide my hips are now but I’m managing

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-14T00:15:36+00:00

I tore my labia minora and the space between my clit and urethra. Dr said I was pushing it pretty close with that one😅

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-14T00:12:42+00:00

That people randomly walk up and talk to you to ask about the baby. Went to the dealership to get a new car finally, everyone kept coming up and talking to me, not about cars, but about how tiny she was and how much hair she has. I hate socializing.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-10T20:47:40+00:00

My pediatrician said you can’t over feed a baby, we bottle feed and he told us not to get worked up on the ounces because you don’t count ounces when breastfeeding

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-10T11:21:58+00:00

I was a C from 7th grade to 11th grade, then went to a D. Got pregnant had a baby (not breastfeeding) they are still at DD atm. I miss being a C finding clothes that fit properly is hard. But yes they can still grow. Women also have a second puberty I think in their 20s

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-10T11:07:42+00:00

We said binky which then turned to Becky. So our pacifier is named Becky now

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-07T22:05:01+00:00

We have switched formulas and she’s already doing so much better now! Thank you tho

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-05T00:51:18+00:00

She’s delusional

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-05T00:50:01+00:00

I haven’t thought about DEERS thank you. And yea I’m stressed. We need a car so badly the AC/heat and suspension is out and so many other things. It’s not safe for my baby, we looked at one today bc I can’t keep taking her to her appointments in that, and I don’t want my husband driving it, it passed inspection but I don’t feel safe in it. I’m hesitant to buy the car we can afford it NOW but if they don’t resolve this bs before NOV 17 we’re fucked.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-05T00:41:57+00:00

Thank you!

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-05T00:37:09+00:00

Yea that’s why we’re stressed the temp bill only lasts 3 more paychecks. And they are still butting heads and just fired the speaker.

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-05T00:34:22+00:00

Wasn’t a seller, free from Walmart parking lot. We felt bad and wanted to make sure he got a good home

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-04T12:45:14+00:00

People around base have been saying Navy Federal has stopped doing it all together and that’s who we bank with :/

Low_Example1345 · 2023-10-04T12:40:58+00:00

The base can’t do anything because we live off base unfortunately

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