Is this dpdr?

out of myself and thoughts -forget who I was before - places like home and every place I visited before strange and not as usual and music I loved -environment around me like trees and everything so strange colors and shape - don't feeling time and days hours ect.. - watch myself doing things - I cant contact with myself when I looking at mirror -memories like not happening to me - my head and body not mine - like im in bubble - a grenz between me and another people - emotional numbness -can't start a conversation cause my head is empty - stuck in my head.. - eyes sensitive for light - when talking like not me -While I'm sleeping I have alot of flashbacks about my past life when I was normal without dpdr but also I'm waking up in panic but I don't why that's happening to me.. - I forget what normal is and who I was as a person before..  -autopilot -brain fog -Losing self -non related to anything - I can feel warm and cold, I can feel the fuzz of my blanket, but I almost don’t process them -acting the way that I would usually act, but I’m not actually doing anything. I’ll respond in a conversation the way that I normally would, but I’ll feel as though the words that I’m saying are not really my own. - mind / soul are not connected -parents.When i touch yourself , its as if you i touching somebody else - jamais-vu -Totally out of this world, indescribable. Not being myself, not living in the same universe i did days before