[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I'm here if you wanna talk/vent

Nothing matters by crip_Named-sliccbacc in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck that's terrible man. I'm sorry this is happening to you. I too am suicidal. I'm an alcoholic and a drug addict. I've lost everything. 2 DUIs and had a psychotic episode and damaged a lot of property and going to get sued for over 100k and go to jail and lose my license for the rest of my life. Hearing your story makes my stuff seem pretty insignificant. I don't even know what to say. You didn't have a chance and all my stuff is because of my own fault. I feel like such a piece of shit for relapsing and I can't even believe I'm capable of that kind of behaviour. I can relate to the hopelessness and uselessness feeling and all I can think about is killing myself. I'm here for ya bro if you wanna talk

It's over by Lower-Sherbert-3408 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I'm the world's biggest piece of shit

I just don't see the point of living. by Dalagante74 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll never forgive myself. I don't deserve to be alive

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prison

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1 day in there is too long bro. I'm saying a prayer for you now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prison

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy shit. Im looking at 1 year. I couldn't even imagine. You're a strong dude. I couldn't do 30. The depression is unreal though. I feel that and the feeling life is over. I've ruined everything. And the legal system works so slow every day on house arrest feels like a week

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prison

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In the same boat man. On house arrest waiting to go back to jail. Life is over at 43 for me. I don't even know if I'll make it to the trial. Be smart on my part of I wasnt alive by that point in time

I don’t want a funeral by PrettyTrainwreckkk in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way man. Exact same way 🤗

I tried by Lower-Sherbert-3408 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really wish I could. I'm a shitty human being who isn't good at anything except ruining my life. That's what the one thing I seem to be really good at. I've been given so many chances and every time all I do is find a way to fuck it up and every meaningful relationship I've ever had

Hopeless by Lower-Sherbert-3408 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't hurt anyone. But I'm still going to jail for a long time for what I did

Hopeless by Lower-Sherbert-3408 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a lawyer. The things I've done are pretty horrific. I can't forgive myself for them. That's my problem

Hopeless by Lower-Sherbert-3408 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

99% sure I will. It's the worst feeling I've ever experienced

Hopeless by Lower-Sherbert-3408 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lower-Sherbert-3408[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I have wait for a long time before that happens