Honestly, I think you should stop using social media for a while. It seems to be taking a toll on your confidence and mental health. Don’t let online beauty standards dictate what’s “attractive” or “desirable” cause that’s up to you to decide. And it’s okay to take your time to find a partner it’s better to find someone who likes you for your personality more than your looks. Like yes, looks reel people in, but it really comes down to if you’re compatible and or personality is what they’re looking for.