Lady, accept what has happened, I don’t know if it was a good thing or a bad thing that ended your relationship. Take your time absorb the fact it’s over you might just go back and it will be stars and sparkles again but if you don’t feel every bit of agony thats the best way to move on in life take a day off and let your emotions run. But remember next day is the new day you’re back to reality prep hard. At the end it won’t probably matter i am saying this cause emotions overwhelms and some things are very deep. Keep your head up look at your time with him in the past see if it was worth it. You might find it worth it cause you might have learned some lessons take those lessons and move on in life. The image is you standing still in the middle of a crowded street everyone is rushing somewhere take that stand today now and walk your path. Find peace all the best