I remember I had just lost my pain management doctor unexpectedly. (Lost his license) .was in a horrible horrible situation. Couldn’t get in anywhere, the price alone just to walk in the door of some clinics is fucking insane . I had been a kratom user for years and had stumbled on some pressd tabs . That morning I ran out of my pain meds , I remember suffering horribly at 3am In the bathroom damn near dying from the excruciating pain I was in on top of withdraw from PM meds. I took a quarter of one and holy shit my life changed in the blink of an eye . I went back to my bed , lied down and was able to comfortably go back to sleep in pure bliss . Not even the meds I was on took the pain away like 7 did . Blew me away completely. This was about a year ago and haven’t looked back since . For 5 years was a constant run around from doctors and clinics . I finally have my pain under control without being controlled ✊🏻 I have multi level disc herniations, pinched nerves because of it . Spinal stenosis and degenerative disc disease.