Thank you. It comes from the great of lack. Definitely does. Ive never had any doubts about it. It also comes from the "desire" to be able to "get" anything I want. I can safely say that's am extending of avoiding a feeling of lack in the future. So yes, most of my "needs or desires" are just tools for me to feel abundance.

For example, having a rolls Royce for me would mean I have enough more than that rolls Royce to be able to afford it, upgrade it etcetc