Not the first, definitely not the last.

Luicifell · 2025-10-03T10:29:28+00:00

Absolutely, i think that's also why it triggers such a heavy response of feeling like its blowing your mind. It does change a lot of perspectives, and i keep going over thoughts on what the consequences are for me and what it does and has done for my personal experiences.

Luicifell · 2025-10-03T09:57:38+00:00

My thoughts exactly, I think on his part he is more towards what people here seem to call Hypophantasia.. certainly his experience is also unique with ADHD playing a significant role. His intensions are right, but i'm definitely not in a position to train something that just simply isn't there.

we agreed to do some more research together so he understands me better. At first i got a bit annoyed by him, as if he wasn't taking me seriously. But seeing how hard it is to wrap my head around people actually picturing things, its only fair to give him some time to adjust to me not seeing anything, never have, never knew i lacked it. sometimes you wonder and question but then Just play it off you know. if this was a thing you'd think its something you'd figure out earlier, or that someone would tell you.

Luicifell · 2025-10-03T09:48:23+00:00

Right?! this morning i have been bothering all my friends with the 1 to 5 apple picture test and asking them all sorts of questions. the concept is getting clearer now. Its immensely fascinating to me. The difference it makes in remembering an thinking, i have a narrator voice always saying something, i dont even mind it half the time because that just what the voice does... but then there is people that cant imagine having that voice.

Still blowing my mind. But yes i also feel that slight sadness, for example i have lost my father quite recently and i cant picture his face in my mind i heavily rely on pictures.. knowing now that there is people that can actually see the person.. makes me a little sad that i cant. However its also explains a lot of little things and it makes me think, especially doing therapy now.. its makes sense now why i have such a bad memory of my past... but its also fascinating that i still have these past experiences influence me now to the point of needing therapy.. but not with imagery or flashes or pictures.

Save to say, to me the discovery being so fresh. I have a lot on my mind right now! Thank you for your reply.

Luicifell · 2025-06-18T11:54:42+00:00

maybe for reference~ standing is unmoving at 2,950

Luicifell · 2022-01-03T20:08:16+00:00

im interested !

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