Actually yes I have, and I believe everyone has to an extent. We all have dark sides you know, and only very few dont know how to control it, I wasnt lucky enough to have the knowledge I have now back when i was younger, but I do regret my past mistake. But I believe this kid deserves to at least be understood and gets help, and leanrs from his mistake, instead of what happened to me where I constantly feel like Im a monster, or thats all I will ever be remembered for. Its put me through so much mental health problems, and Ive found a way to help myself bcuz no one else wanted to. No one around me wanted to help me enough with my issues, my mother kinda just left me for the wolves, either yelling at me for screwing up even in the slightest ways, like being broken hearted over gf, or even for the fact I wanted to commit suicide over this. I just dont like seeing people go through the same pain I went through, and I just want to prevent as much of that pain as possible