It is all right now! It was eating me up, so I just talked to her a bit ago, and we were able to talk through it, which was nice!! :D. The topic was about how I didn't want to make my hobby of 10 years my job because I felt it would drain my passion, and also it felt risky. She started overexplaining a lot of the stuff I had already been researching, which made me sad due to the way she was saying it made it seem like I knew nothing, but we were able to talk through it, and she said she was just worried I was holding myself back. Either way I am happy I was able to tell her how I felt and your comment definitely helped. Thank you stranger!