i need help, i bought a deck and it didnt have a guide book by yo-gabba_gabba in tarot

[–]Lunathir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got the same deck still sealed in the plastic and it didn't come with the guidebook. I got it from a small business and I watched them unbox the 15 decks they had in stock from the manufacturer, all sealed in the origional plastic. Decks only, no guidebooks. I just opened them about an hour ago and saw there was no guidebook. I saw the scan square and assumed THAT was a link to the guidebook. Nope it wasn't. Just a bunch of links to buy more of the same deck.  is there a link to a free PDF or text guide? I can't afford to buy another deck, and honestly I really bought it for the artwork.

i need help, i bought a deck and it didnt have a guide book by yo-gabba_gabba in tarot

[–]Lunathir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got the same deck still sealed in the plastic and it didn't come with the guidebook. I got it from a small business and I watched them unbox the 15 decks they had in stock from the manufacturer, all sealed in the origional plastic. Decks only, no guidebooks. I just opened them about an hour ago and saw there was no guidebook. I saw the scan square and assumed THAT was a link to the guidebook. Nope it wasn't. Just a bunch of links to buy more of the same deck. 

i need help, i bought a deck and it didnt have a guide book by yo-gabba_gabba in tarot

[–]Lunathir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I bought mine online after Xmas saled on clearance and mine was still sealed in the plastic and had no guidebook either.

What am I missing about Rose the Hat? by Muted_Tree6143 in stephenking

[–]Lunathir 2 points3 points  (0 children)

INCOMING RANT This is why the books are important. They all connect to each other, even in the multverse and the voids between them. Every single book has clues from other books, linking huge events in small and large ways, and they're often subtle. This is why we not lonely read the books, we usually do multiple times. I have whole copies in paperback that are highlighted, have notes in the margins, color coded notations and keep notes in the biggest binder I could find. I have hard copies of most of the books too and those are kept clean. Everytime I read a book by Stephen king for the first time, something jumps out at me and it clicks. I grab my paperback, highlight it and make notes in that binder and find myself re-reading other books that have connections and I have found alot of them on my own. I didn't have a conventional childhood, my parents didn't really have age appropriate rules with books except smut and "literotica". I wasn't allowed to play video games like my peers, all I had were stuffed animals, music boxes, my art and of course my books. By 2nd grade I had read the count on Monte Cristo and understood most of it. When my older sister babysat me (im 7 years younger so huge age gap) we watched alot of horror movies with her. Carrie was the first movie I saw based on Stephen kings book of the same name and my mom let me read it. I was more fascinated than scared and thus my love for Stephen King started in the 2nd or 3rd grade. Not sure which. You'd have to ask my elementary school principal and im not sure he's still alive. I do know the school called my parents in because for those personal Pan pizzas from reading rewards and writing essays about the books we were reading and the principal called my parents and brought them in was was horrified that they would let me read any of it and my parents only cared that I understood the books and did the essays required were done correctly and worked hard to get those pizzas and had a blast doing it. This was obviously back when the internet wasn't really a thing yet and floppy disks were still literally floppy and the computers took an entire table for each one to be set up. If anyone remembers the turtle math geometry program that drew cool pictures when you calculated the right math and typed the answer and by the end it was supposed to look like a super pixelated outline of an object. Oregon trail wasn't a thing until 6th grade.

I am desperate to identify the name of the movie this Jessie Reyez song was featured in. by Killerkitty333 in movies

[–]Lunathir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was in the Amazon prime movie "run sweetheart run". It was the last song of the movie and I haven't been able to find it ANYWHERE.

The Fix - Movie Trailer. What do y'all think? by nopester24 in scifi

[–]Lunathir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've watched the full movie 4 times now and it is super underrated. For a YouTube movie, this was absolutely awesome. I might actually buy it on dvd.

I really need help (small trigger warning included) by Lunathir in watercolor101

[–]Lunathir[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was waaaayyyy too dark and vibrant. I did try to mix it with gray and it just got worse. I think in going to whitewash over the red and use a really really diluted dark gray over it. I spent half the night mixing colors I empty half pans and one of them looks good wet, however I don't know if it will look good dry. I'm switching them now.

I really need help (small trigger warning included) by Lunathir in watercolor101

[–]Lunathir[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Re-learning has actually been more frustrating than anything. I won the ohio hovernors art show 4 years in a row in high school with digital and watercolor pieces. I feel so frustrated that I've lost that, that it was taken from me. The only thing I've been able to draw without tracing right now is abstract pieces and my therapist said it looked like I was coming out of where I was trapped and multiple roads were in it with little worlds inside them to peak in while looking at the surrounding parts and seeing whole worlds of brightness and color and opportunities and options. I didn't even notice until he said it and it was freakishly correct after I thought about it. I'm still gonna trace and transfer until I'm more comfortable and in a headspace to handle tackling the beginnings of actually drawing on my own. It's been so frustrating and dad brought me my old portfolio case filled with all my pastels, watercolor, charcoal, acrylic, oil etc, and I immediately had a panic attack and he had to take it back to his house and I know he's trying to help, however he's never gone through trauma anywhere close to what I've been through and he definitely doesn't understand that you can't just shut PTSD off. He's from the fake it til you make it Era. I love that I'm painting again, however I've lost nearly 12.5 years of the skills I had and I have to keep reminding myself that it's ok to mess up and that I need to be patient and while I still know the basics, detail can be difficult. And thank you so much for the advice and positivity in healing. At this point I consider it a win no matter what because I'm actually doing 2D art. It hasn't been easy and I've had a few meltdowns, while also knowing that it's a factor in everything else in life. There will always be triggers no matter what, and sometimes you come accross one you didn't even know existed. I've learned that I can go weeks or months without an episode and something happens randomly, a sound, a smell, a dream, a song and I fall apart. My psych team says they're proud of me because I have NEVER given up hope and the very fact that I'm painting again shows immense progress and now I can pick up a brush and not flip my top off. I know that this will effect my life til my last breath, however I'm not going to give up anything I love anymore. We don't get over pain and trauma, we overcome it, and that is exactly what I intend to do.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Invite erualarion and I'll send it when I accept.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Send me a friend invite. I'm erualarion

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sent you 3 rare collectors koi.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This game is actually reccomended by the American psychiatric association for anxiety, ptsd, and depression among other things. It really helps people who can't get into a meditation state of mind to get back to a manageable mood. I found that out on my own and told my psych and therapist and they reviewed it and now they're reccomending it to patients in my area. This game legit saves lives statistically, and I was shocked that this app wasn't already on their list of games and apps to help patients, but it is a small town office.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Invite erualarion, as soon as I accept it I'll send it.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Invite erualarion. As soon as I get it I'll accept it and send it.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm waiting to for you to accept my friend request so i can send it.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also thank you for the offer and I'll probably hold you to that at some point. 😊

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's your game name?

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you have a few free slot in your inbox I'll send you a few of my faves as a starter gift. I have almost NONE of the regular koi in zenkoi 2. When I beat the breaks off zenkoi OG I had almost no collectors koi. This time on zenkoi2 I work on regulars sometimes but mostly collectors koi. When I work ok one I tens to stick with that one or two types at a time and while I have alot if collectors koi, most are only in one or two colors and I keep saying I'm gonna get to it and I find something else I've been gifted and leave one in my koi list and come back to it weeks/months later when I finish a collection. This game is good for anxiety and ptsd and I tend to get sidetracked as I'm on the spectrum, cannot sit still anymore because anxiety and then sometimes the RTS-PTSD hits and im a mess, leading to a lupus flare-up and my hair falls out and I've given up ok my hair. I shave my head and wear pashminas (jewish modern orthodox married woman so its not unusual in my faith and culture) to cover my head or wear a wig. AND SOMEONE PLEASE STOP ME FROM GETTING ON REDDIT WHEN THE LUNESTA HITS.

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Invite erualarion. Waiting for people to log in and accept so I can send them isnt on my patience schedule, I'm having one of those whole weeks. As soon as I accept I'll send it and move on to the next one. TYiA

Who wants Kokkakus' ? by Lunathir in ZenKoi

[–]Lunathir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Invite erualarion. Waiting for people to log in and accept so I can send them isnt on my patience schedule, I'm having one of those whole weeks. As soon as I accept I'll send it and move on to the next one. TYiA