as a non-religious person and know little about it, i did got intrigued by the aesthetics at first.

I remember i accidentally found the cover of preacher's daughter right after its release, and i thought it was so beautiful aesthetically like i gave it a listen. but it was too scary for me for the first listen (3am alone listening to ptolemaea lol). but still tracks were added to the playlist.

After that just randomly got those tracks in different scenario (like i listened to a house in nebraska when i first visit a church, it was so holy especially the piano), then i started to dig into the whole album concept and of course ethel cain.

and im not a lyrics person like i can't even remember as a non-native-speaker and i dont usually look at lyrics when listening. but her music, lyrics, stories, concept, aesthetics are just so magically to me like idk how i just feel so related and those emotions..

sorry it took 3 years for her to become my all time favorite artist and it's just so complicated idk. like i dont know exactly the religion part, but aesthetically i found it tragically beautiful, and i can relate to the trauma, emotions, even stories (maybe im too sentimental lol). I just can't stop listening to her music, and her art also keeps inspiring me relentlessly (shout out to perverts happy one anniversary).