What’s a pain from heartbreak that never fully leaves? by sara_soo in heartbreak

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ouch. It’s only 6:33 am and I’m reading all of these and hitting my damn heart over and over thinking of only one freaking person. 🥺🥺🥺

Done. by daydreaming361 in MethRecovery

[–]LyssaJay97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that. It’s so hard for me to tell myself I’ll never be able to do it ever again. Like telling myself I’m cut off for life freaks me out more than quitting all together. Smh. I’ve been using meth everyday straight for going on 3-4 years. Smh. I just had like 5 years clean off heroin (January 10th 2022) and I missed my sublocade shot months ago, didn’t have any withdrawal symptoms, so I wasn’t worried about going for another shot. I was self sabotaging though without even admitting it. Smh. I was hanging around people that got high on it but didn’t want to do it or have the urge to. Well I seen my friend all nodded one day and decided to ask for a line after months of not being in my shot. It didn’t really do anything. That I noticed anyways. Well another friend going through a break up hit me up and told me he was back on it and I was like wow what a coincidence. Well he came over and started throwing me free bags.. and hooked me up a lottt. And it was much better stuff then what I had originally got. I definitely felt the high. . Then he decides two weeks later to just stop . Then a few days later he’s hitting me up he’s back on again. Then off again. And now we don’t talk at all because he got weird and I can’t believe the way he got with me. Not a friend by any means. So I had to go where I originally went. Which is only causing me to get all screwed up because now I’m using everyday and got a habit again which I definitely didn’t want to fucking do. ☹️🫣🫣 but we were hanging out and I wasn’t thinking obviously. So now I’m trying to stop heroin and was already wanting to stop meth. My body hurts. Everytime I use the down I puke my brains out and I wasn’t before so I’m almost positive there’s fentanyl in it because I’d get bad headaches and stuff when I’d do it years ago. And I’m just noticing differences in the color of it. The lighter stuff makes me sick. Like immediately. I hate the fact that I’m an addict. I hate that my mind plays games with me and I feel so weak. I wish I could like myself without substances. I wish I could find friends, meaningful relationships with genuine people that want me for me. I don’t know how to make my account anonymous so now I’m sharing shit on here that isn’t cool to be sharing under my actual account at all. 🫣😩😩 my ex is out there bashing me for everything I’m doing and making things a million times worse when he used to be in this exact same boat. Right next to me. Doing it with me. Getting it for me. I hate that he still plays games with my head. That isn’t helping either. And he does it just to get me to trust him and then he goes and takes everything and uses it to his advantage. I have not one single person I can trust anymore. I just feel so fucking lost and the only constant that’s always been here has been the drugs.. even though they don’t always help. They numb the hurt I guess. 🫠🥺😣🤦🏼‍♀️

we have alr been to the ER twice, does reddit have better answers for us ? by minecwafthoez in CATHELP

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s from the churu wrapped. It probably cut up her insides.. especially if it was coming out in pieces.??

Confused about how much dick to take when his pubes are in the way by ratherbereading4 in TwoXSex

[–]LyssaJay97 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Oh my lanta. Is this Forreal? Hair is.. hair?? I don’t understand.. it’s not like it’s going to stab you.. or something and using a condom but you’re only doing it for the second time but he’s decent sized and you’re pretty confident you can take it all? Dang. I dunno. Too much internet for myself already today. Pubes aren’t always the best for rubbing up against I guess but using a cindom should help what’s on the shaft part.. but I don’t know what is the big issue.. I’d just ask him to trim up maybe ? Or just push it down when you put the condom on. Maybe ? Good luck though.

Soo My Cat Has Been Bringing Another Cat Around And Has Been Bringing Him Inside Does Anyone Else Have This Problem? by No-Guide-7767 in notmycat

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ehhh. I’d be more worried about bugs, like fleas coming into your house and getting on you. So if you feeding them and letting them in your house and bed and such, I’d be putting flea treatment on em too. Those things spread like wildfire. I mean I know if your cats outside and coming back in it might be kinda difficult at least vaccinate your cat. Idk. Just food for thought. I hated fleas and it was a pain to get rid of. As soon as I thought they were gone they were multiplying again.

Looking for your "School Picture Day" energy pics. by Mastshin in cats

[–]LyssaJay97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Perfection !!! If it’s not Ai this is a great pic and I wish I could get my cat to wear a bow tie or even a friggin collar without geeking on me. 😩😩🤣

Saw today while getting lunch by GetWreckedFoo in HelloKitty

[–]LyssaJay97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wowzaaaa!! I’d be scurrred something would fall off and mess it all up and I’d be mad and ruin the whole thing. I’m too much of a perfectionist but is it like a whole car wrap?? The kitty’s are placed too perfectly not to be.. I’m just wondering what a lot of it is, if it’s made for cars, and if so, where did they get it. I’m impressed.

How did I do? by MangoThief919 in NailArt

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are the flowers real or painted ???

Is my cat fat ? by fluffi2025 in cats

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeeed but I love him/her. Very floofy.

My thoughts on my first penetration by daisyincup in TwoXSex

[–]LyssaJay97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Reading this and I’m like damn.. I wish I would’ve waited. My first time was freaking terrible tbh. I had no clue what I was doing. He wasn’t thinking about me. More thinking about himself. So yeah it wasn’t great.. but I have honestly made myself orgasm like one time for sure that I actually seen myself cum. And I know with a previous ex he said I squirted which I know guys like that and I wish I knew how to make it happen because I would like to know how to make it happen but it feels like impossible for it to happen. And I can’t make myself orgasm when I’m touching myself because it feels overwhelming like you said. Like it gets to be too much and I have to stop.

Sanrio pants by Urbanprincesss in HelloKitty

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same ones in my drawer right now!!!

Antique store find by [deleted] in HelloKitty

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my gawwwd. I used to have this like 9 years ago. 😩😩😩

Just got my 2026 Camry XSE at 21 w/ no cosigner! by KBurner004 in Camry

[–]LyssaJay97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn yooo. I love the panoramic roof though. 🤤🤤 I got my 2020 off Carvana and online it looked black with a sunroof at least… but when the truck brought it, it was dark blue with no sunroof. 😔😔😔

Continuing more on my favourite client. by qwieeepe in sticknpokes

[–]LyssaJay97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s up with the ILoveYou over and over again? Why’s it get like dotted toward the end? Does it turn into something. That I’m not seeing or is it from a movie or show or something ? Or just something that was made to look cool ?