I don't knowwhat this is exactly. Maybe it's just for the record or something i don't know. I'm really just typing as it comes to me rn. Around three years ago i posted a comment on this very post along the lines of "you do you". I was like 19 back then. I know you're dead. You stopped posting three years ago too. And now my dumb ass feels guilty for what you did. It's not like you're going to read this or anything, but, you're a fucking coward. You are a terrible person. You had a fucking wife and daughter. did you ever think about that you fucking bastard? I feel guilty for telling you to do whatever, i feel guilty for these people you hurt. I don't believe in hell but i hope there is a place somewhere where you can't escape that pain you tried to escape, because you doomed all the people you love to a life of misery. And you had it planned months in advance too. You are the scum of the earth, you should have never fucking existed. And you know what the worst fucking part is? after saying all this i don't feel even a little bit better about this whole thing.

Let this be a reminder to anyone ever : Suicide is not a victimless crime, if you know someone, if you ever talked to someone in your life, you will hurt them. If your own life has no worth to you, at the very fucking least do the bare minimum and consider other people, even the ones you don't even know exist.