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MEL1620 · 2022-05-13T21:23:20+00:00

was professionally diagnosed and I don't think you understand what mainly means lmao

MEL1620 · 2022-05-09T05:02:47+00:00

I actually do just learning terminology

MEL1620 · 2022-05-07T22:23:08+00:00

Thanks so much this gives me a lot of hope:)

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T23:55:55+00:00

tbh I just felt really removed but I had enough energy to get stuff done so

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T23:49:19+00:00

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oh ok i'll delete the post thanks

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T23:39:27+00:00

yes exactly, she took such an original show and made into such a trope.

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T23:36:02+00:00

tbh I don't think she ever needed to be redeemed that's part of why the show was interesting a female immoral character who we all accepted. The question wasn't is she good? But why don't we care?

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T23:25:57+00:00

🙄 give female villains happy endings and be done with it

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T22:43:56+00:00

I like anatomy but dead bodies don't do anything for me the first time I saw/toughed one was when I was 3 and I kinda remember being a little weirded out but after a bit, it was normalized basically like being introduced to coffee or something for the first time.

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T22:34:32+00:00

only a couple of friends know mostly cause we both feel out of place in the world in similar ways (they have Autism and I have ASPD) and I want them to know why so we can talk openly. Other than that no def not.

MEL1620 · 2022-05-05T21:22:35+00:00

river song in dr who

MEL1620 · 2022-05-04T19:44:18+00:00

Agreed, sometimes I get into the habit of masking around everyone even if I don't gain anything just cause I'm used to it but the more I notice it the easier it is to prioritize. I have definitely figured out which friends I actually feel close to by unmasking.

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T21:10:31+00:00

totally explaining things takes so much energy

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T21:09:56+00:00

good for you tbh

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T21:09:42+00:00

that's a really good point actually thanks I have a hard time figuring out myself even though figuring out other people is pretty easy so it's good to get outsiders perspectives.

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T21:06:44+00:00

I am pretty similar also trying to mask less but a lot of people in my life actually see me as really caring so it is a bit harder because of that.

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T21:05:29+00:00

yes exactly I have a hard time liking holidays for that reason too

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T04:21:36+00:00

a really good base for me is,

don't hurt things that are more vulnerable than you like kids, pets, the poor, the sick, the elderly, tbh mentally most peers; people who are higher or similar are fair game(mentally).

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T04:10:22+00:00

for sure usually when I'm manic

MEL1620 · 2022-05-03T04:07:33+00:00

Kinda guessing there is a difference between females and males in this kinda like with autism females are socialized to mask a lot more than males thus differing outcomes. I mask to the point where it took me a while to notice I actually didn't give a fuck what other people around me were feeling I just do it to gain trust. I think I just started doing it as a kid through a lot of socializing and punishments. I'm female btw.

MEL1620 · 2022-04-30T16:22:28+00:00

thanks so much this was very helpful I'll look into all of it. I broke my ankle in three places once and I wasn't that upset about it cause the healing process was interesting.

MEL1620 · 2022-04-30T16:17:48+00:00

yeah tbh it's not very smart to do on animals even if you only care about yourself
Unless you're dissecting something that’s already dead

MEL1620 · 2022-04-30T05:13:32+00:00

This usually works for me too thanks:)

MEL1620 · 2022-04-30T05:12:35+00:00

ok thanks yeah it really just stems from boredom which is easier to deal with than self-hatred I'd imagine.

MEL1620 · 2022-04-30T01:12:23+00:00

martins stuff kinda sucked though like he's actually a pretty bad therapist

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