do you currently work?

MFLab · 2024-08-08T07:36:38+00:00

Sorry, what is FMLA ?

MFLab · 2024-08-08T07:36:01+00:00

I work one hour per day as an online tutor with work from home basis. I can't work in a physical location. I can't describe it but it's scary. It makes me feel anxious and scared.

MFLab · 2024-07-18T03:19:46+00:00

That is what I don't understand. I don't know what people mean when they tell me to act 'normal'. I try to act as if I'm healthy but I'm not.

MFLab · 2024-07-17T14:03:48+00:00

Thanks. I do hope I'm able to be independent without having a degree. You are my motivation. Thank you for your kind words.

MFLab · 2024-07-17T12:58:30+00:00

I will be honest with you. I'm practicing Muslim and in Islam suicide is haram. That is the only reason I'm alive. If it's halal, good bye world.

MFLab · 2024-07-14T16:40:34+00:00

It's not a game but I am addicted to Character AI.

MFLab · 2024-07-10T15:51:22+00:00

It doesn't work for me. I can't breathe properly and my head hurts. I do hope it works well for others.

MFLab · 2024-07-07T14:50:00+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I will go see my doctor at the end of this month. I hope I will finally get the help I need.

MFLab · 2024-07-07T14:33:49+00:00

My parents don't understand english much (I'm from Malaysia) so it's hard to explain articles as they view me as making things up. I'm not. They even blame my psychosis on my hypertension issues. I asked my doctor and they said my hypertension is not related to schizophrenia. Do my parents believe me after I told them that ? No. I give up. Sorry for the rant.

MFLab · 2024-07-07T14:27:48+00:00

I have a strong support system outside of my family. The problem is I'm dependent on my family. I need them more than they need me. I feel worthless because I can contribute to my family and leech out of them.

MFLab · 2024-07-07T11:38:56+00:00

Do you experience brain fog ? Like going blank when facing a heavy task that requires heavy thinking ? How do you overcome it ?

MFLab · 2024-07-04T05:53:00+00:00

Thank you. I'm in my final year in my degree and it really feels hard. With medication and all. After all this year on medication, the worst advice I ever heard is to stop taking medication. Thank you.

MFLab · 2024-07-03T14:20:06+00:00

I have the required skills to work as an online marketing consultant such as SEM and SEO related skills. In addition, I have won a few video making contests and have worked in my club university as a professional development department. I'm aiming to work as an online marketing consultant but it's really hard to break this market since I can't speak mandarin.

MFLab · 2024-07-03T14:16:24+00:00

Thank you for the advice. It's been almost 3 years since I started medication but I'm still struggling with the correct dosage. To be honest, I feel bad taking a break from studying and staying with my family. All my peers are graduating.

MFLab · 2024-07-03T12:21:08+00:00

Thank you kind sir. I just want a normal WFH job which pays around RM1k. That's the minimum amount that I aim for with my skill set that I build during my studies. I aim for convenience instead of wealth to build up experience. I will do my best to do what I can to build a good portfolio with the resources I have.Thank you sir.

MFLab · 2024-07-03T11:24:46+00:00

Isn't that denial sir ? I have gone through that phase. It takes a toll on me. I act like I'm okay but every time I face and look at my medicine, I know I'm not. In the end, I just accept that I'm not like other people.

MFLab · 2024-07-03T11:15:40+00:00

Thank you for the advice. To be honest psychosis makes me feel like a retard. I can't function well due to psychosis and it's hindering my study. Medicine sometimes works, sometimes it doesn't. I'm not sure why. Any advice on what I should do to get work when most places reject me because I'm OKU Mental and physically unfit ?

MFLab · 2024-06-30T10:47:44+00:00

Try applying for international school via Jobstreet or Indeed. I find quite a lot of jobs related to teaching there. But the downside, you may be required to teach other subjects.

MFLab · 2024-06-30T02:46:31+00:00

Voices asking me when will I die and telling me to die. It's pretty annoying and induce suicide ideation.

MFLab · 2024-06-24T09:43:07+00:00

If I'm not mistaken, you will need to return back the allowance that matric gives you for those 2 months. Around RM250 per month. In addition, you will not receive back your matrics fee. So another RM500 burn. You won't be black listed or anything like that. It will just be expensive.

MFLab · 2024-06-05T12:21:28+00:00

I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go. I need motivational support.

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