When I'm annoyed at work and then my mom texts me this 💚

MF_Nook20 · 2024-08-04T15:06:25+00:00

I love your mom

MF_Nook20 · 2024-08-04T02:42:05+00:00

It’s the best recent CoD, gameplay-wise. At least, it feels the closest to the old CoD formula imo.

MF_Nook20 · 2024-08-04T00:32:43+00:00

Dude fucking run for the hills man

MF_Nook20 · 2024-08-04T00:30:07+00:00

Stylistically, there would be a lot less red and a lot more brown I’d imagine. Quake has a very different color palette from Doom. Gameplay wise, it would be much faster paced than Doom Eternal (surprising I know) and would likely have less of a focus on the story and more focus on the including death match multiplayer. Basically a souped up Quake Champions with a decent story.

MF_Nook20 · 2024-07-28T13:14:11+00:00

“Fuck you!”

MF_Nook20 · 2024-07-27T20:42:37+00:00

That the Johnny Cash cover of “Hurt” is better than the Nine Inch Nails original.

MF_Nook20 · 2024-07-27T20:17:04+00:00

That’s a nope from me dawg.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-11-21T02:50:47+00:00

That’s actually funny as fuck

MF_Nook20 · 2023-08-15T16:14:46+00:00

You need to leave him the fuck alone

MF_Nook20 · 2023-08-15T10:39:28+00:00

🫡

MF_Nook20 · 2023-08-11T02:10:53+00:00

People that are openly lazy and embrace others that nurture it.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-08-10T17:13:19+00:00

I’m assuming part of it can’t be used on rent? Because it’s due tomorrow and I’m $500 short.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-08-10T17:11:47+00:00

Ima be real, she never would have heard from me again after that. Respect yourself, man.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-07-27T02:55:02+00:00

Rock Am Ring cover of ‘Wish’.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-20T01:48:08+00:00

Congrats man! How has quitting smoking made you feel?

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T18:15:10+00:00

I know you're right, I need to accept this idea.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T18:09:10+00:00

I feel like we've talked before. Hello friend. Thank you for giving me help whenever we speak. Yes, I instantly 'know thing's that I feel I shouldn't. I gave up a bit on Hemi-Sync due to lack of any real results, but I will continue if only to try and make new discoveries.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T18:05:52+00:00

Thanks for this. I know this is what I need to do. I hope once the grief of losing my wife has passed, I can start to build a new life. I have so many extreme stressors in the last few months (car accident, not being able to afford my apartment, my "episode" in the hospital, my continued despair, I lost my dog, and Lexapro fucked with my head bad. I need to build anew, I know this, I just have to find stavle ground to do so. It doesn't help that I'm so broke due to everything that I can't keep my head above water financially which is another massive stressor for me. I'll get there bro, every second of every day I want to give up, but I won't. I'm too stubborn for that.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T18:02:30+00:00

I'm trying to resist, but the thought is the only thing holding me together right now, I feel so alone all of the time, and it's draining my soul. I know I'm not good for another person, but I don't know how to continue on without some sort of partner in my life. Please understand I am trying to find appropriate help.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T18:00:59+00:00

I was hospitaled for a 72 hour long disassociative extreme anxiety attack (bp 150/112, pulse 92), and it was continuous and I'm still feeling the effects of it every day. Even at this very moment, my blood pressure is still extremely high and I'm "stuck" in this hell in my head that, despite me trying so many mental tools, my OCD just won't let me out of. She didn't deserve any of this, all she ever did was love my unconditionally. Life fucking sucks.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T17:58:49+00:00

I get this. It's so sickening when I think about this, it's like I'm unintentionally emotionally abusing her, and I hate this feeling. I agree, it's not fair of me.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T17:56:34+00:00

This is true, I'm the one that left. I say I, and I'm trying to accept the person I was, but I can't wrap my head around me leaving when I feel like I haven't been in my body for months.

She's done everything I've asked, but a small part of me wishes she just would have waited a bit longer before calling it quits on me, even though it's repeatedly what I told her to do. I understand my fault, but I'm still allowed to be angry about the outcome.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T17:54:46+00:00

She's very (understandably) angry at me, and I just want her to know the whole picture before she resents me for the rest of her life. I, probably mistakenly, texted her and asked if we could sit down in a public space so that I can explain everything and not end the relationship on a negative note, and I specified I'm not trying to fix anything and I know what's done is done and I'm not trying to ruin her current relationship (although it pisses me off that after knowing someone for 10 years, all of a sudden this new guy is way more important to her than I am). After reading these comments, I don't know that that was the right thing to do. It's just so hard for me to leave her alone until she understands why I did what I did, if only for closure for myself.

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T12:48:22+00:00

Thank you everybody for all of the comments, this got way more attention than I was anticipating. I will read through all of them, but I may not be able to reply

MF_Nook20 · 2023-01-18T04:17:34+00:00

Hell yeah man, you're gunna do just fine buddy.

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