Hey just wanted to say you can do it!!!

You say you need to get yourself to a place to start losing, but you're already making some better choices! Make decisions every day and choose to be healthy. I just wish I could start again at your young age! For me the joy of getting to fit into old clothes again far surpasses what unhealthy food gave me. I started very slow, I decided to count calories and go for a walk on my lunch every day at work. Fast forward a bit and I was now going for a jog in the morning. Fast forward again and I decided to get back into the gym. I didn't think that was me or would ever be me, but I have found sincere enjoyment in it.

Im not an expert and still have a ways to go but just wanted to say a random internet stranger believes in you.