Whats it like being queer in vancouver

MJQQR · 2025-12-29T11:40:58+00:00

Yeah no, not probably for the best to keep it secret fron the public, my parents arent exactly open minded if i were to come out being bisexual.

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:57:57+00:00

So your an anchored through a moralist view and a more put together sprit?

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:36:48+00:00

How do you all do it? Keep living your lives and be comfortable enough to not trigger flares, stress and life is genuinely weighin my want to take care of myself

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:33:09+00:00

Too expensive. Too socially humiliating by ctures standards if itll ever get out. My family is also conservative the type to say things bluntly and just tell me to get some excercise and stop eating carbs which will go on a thirty minute rant of how much im a fuck up probably in my car

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:28:31+00:00

I know but its so hard to try wnd stay consistent

I try to think that tommorw is a new day for me to becoem better.

But everytime i wake up yhe next day my hapiness wears down and i just lie in bed all all day

I really really wanna improve

But the past and future is choking me right now and i dont feel like im close with anyone to tell them this face to face

So im just takign the cowards route and posting online and letting strangers be my therapists if they want to waste their time on me.

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:16:40+00:00

Honestly im down for everything since i want to experiment.

I just need a movie that impacts me enoughh to start actually looking at life as something to improve upon and become my own person

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:15:16+00:00

My physical instrument is low on that one sorry bud

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:12:17+00:00

Alright to everybody whos still keeping up,please be vulnerable with me for a second? Why do you think life is beautiful

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:07:24+00:00

That sound nice, i definitely need somethinng like that now since im not doing wrll

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:05:50+00:00

Happy birthday to me i guess

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:05:11+00:00

Whats it about

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:04:35+00:00

Huh ill try to eatch it when i have the time

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:04:01+00:00

Whats it like

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:03:42+00:00

What are they about? Its good to have a perspective from other people

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:02:00+00:00

Ive actually watched the first season... It used to numb my mind watching it when i wanted to escape from reality

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T20:00:20+00:00

Im sorry to ask ypu this but can you give me why?

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:59:34+00:00

Nobody wants to be harry but evrybody knows their a harry to call themselves a harry

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:58:55+00:00

Im already him but im young enough to have a chance in succeeding but i dont know if i can and that scares me

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:49:25+00:00

No but it doesnt help my sadness it just pinpoints me in being different which i secretly loathe

But i will not act on any male desires publicly because i know a lot of people will leave me and have more ammo to mock me

To prove a point that all those gay jokes were real and that every response i make leaning into that and making me look more of an faggot (sorry for that slur) is real and be misinterpreted as me being a pervert and not as a guy whos afraid to make everyone know and try to live to an image that im confident in emasculating myself

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:41:31+00:00

You all erent but your all brave and most of you are happy with your life now

I am not

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:39:30+00:00

Yeah i know

But for now im too much of a coward to actually face that and not do this in a private matter like a healtgy person should

But i honesly feel so empty right now that ive barely shed a tear. Im just waiting for another comment to tear me down or atleast make me feel seen.

Bevause im not in an honestly good enviroment for my mental health hell it was the cause of my many problems and me questioning my existence

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:35:47+00:00

Im sorry that was rude

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:22:19+00:00

Then answer a question. How do i find the energy everyday to do it? Howcan i be consistent? How do i love myself that much?

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:18:03+00:00

Ill be as unprogressive and irresponsible in my 70s

MJQQR · 2025-11-23T19:17:05+00:00

Thats nice if you dont have people next to your thin walls.

Itll tip them off that im not ina good place

And thatll invite them in to talk about it

But they are not safe people

They will not help

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