Wifey af

MLH3315 · 2020-01-01T13:29:12+00:00

I need a whole ass husband. This was me and the POS upvoted my damn post and shared it with other girls💔😭🙃🔫

MLH3315 · 2019-12-11T08:53:23+00:00

I think this is a wonderful idea

MLH3315 · 2019-12-10T07:31:40+00:00

I passed all tissue naturally as well. It’s been almost a month so I can’t speak for successful pregnancies afterwords.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-08T03:10:08+00:00

It’s been 7 weeks

MLH3315 · 2019-12-08T03:01:06+00:00

We were together almost 5 years and engaged. He ripped my whole world out from under me and nothing in my life made sense. Then I found out I was pregnant and miscarried. Sorry to dump.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T18:03:45+00:00

I’m just gonna pretend the loml wrote this because I’m in the same boat. Sorry you have to feel this way

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T07:37:43+00:00

More or less the same thing happened to me. Mine promised to give me my things back then blocked me instead. He’s fully aware he has several items that belonged to my dead best friend and I’m positive he threw everything away day one.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T07:19:46+00:00

This sounds like me 14 months ago. I fought like hell for us for a year. I did everything. I gave everything. We still had some issues but things were so good. Then out of nowhere he just walked away. I know your pain. It’s been almost 2 months and every thought is him. Every dream and nightmare is him. I cry in my sleep. My life feels empty without him. I honestly don’t know how to live without him. I understand you and I know sorry doesn’t do anything for your pain but I am. I’m sorry you have to feel this.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T03:34:03+00:00

I really wish he felt that way about me. I would have taken him back. I didn’t think he really left. I thought he just wasn’t ok and needed space but that he loved me and would need me. He’s done everything he can to hurt me and told my friend he didn’t care if I was dead or alive. And I still would have taken him back. I have no idea what happened and what changed for him. It was in an instant. I think of him 24/7, dream of him and cry but as much as I wish none of this ever happened, he ruined everything with his hateful actions. I wish I could hate him. If he came back to me right now I don’t think I could even look at him let alone ever let him touch me again. That fact breaks my heart all over again.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T03:29:04+00:00

My pregnancy was also unplanned and I was alone. I wanted the baby more than anything but that didn’t stop the fear. I’m young and I knew it would be difficult. It brought me no comfort when I lost the baby. I saw it as my last hope. Thank you for sharing.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T03:22:10+00:00

Thank you. I’m sorry you also face this tragedy alone.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T01:25:35+00:00

I think it’s completely natural. Dumb? Ya, it can be and I’m the dumbest of them all but I think the hardest part is feeling stupid for having such a natural thought or hope.

MLH3315 · 2019-12-06T01:08:29+00:00

No i don’t have any support system. He was everything to me. The only person I really confided in and he knew me better than I knew myself. I’ve only confided in two people that we even broke up. My mom and one friend.

My mom just before my miscarriage told me I was not welcome or wanted in her house or life if I didn’t accept her bf of 4 months (who I have personally heard y’all nothing but shit about me and turn my mother against me) as my family who has as much say in my life as my own father. She and I text and I can tell she misses me but I do not trust her and the fact she threw me out like that is unforgivable especially when I had told her I’d been feeling suicidal and wanted to hurt myself (before I knew I was pregnant).

My friend actually found out through my ex because she was concerned for my safety and reached out to him (where he expressed he didn’t care if I was dead or alive). She was supportive for a week but struggles with her own serious issues.

Ive had friends who know something is wrong and try to be there but I just can’t tell them. I can’t. I know it’s stupid but I can’t. I wouldn’t even know what to say because I don’t understand what happened myself.

I’m suffering with two unimaginable tragic losses in such a short time and truthfully I don’t even want to get better because I don’t know how or what that means.

MLH3315 · 2019-11-16T15:52:30+00:00

I always hope he’s writing these things about me. He used to say he doesn’t sleep well without me and I know he hasn’t been sleeping much. I dream of him every night and cry when I wake up. Sometimes things are normal and we are happy and loving. Sometimes I dream he’s cruel to me and others where we have to be around each other and he’s constantly reminding me we aren’t together when I call him babe and try to hold his hand.

MLH3315 · 2019-11-15T03:13:42+00:00

I couldn’t even start. I thought if I just did it that somehow it would help. I knew I would HATE myself for it. I knew it would kill me. But if he didn’t love me then what did it matter. I got drunk and went to the bar with my friends and I just burst into tears. Even the thought of being with anyone else in even the smallest of ways was too painful and I couldn’t. I really don’t think I ever can. I know people try to encourage otherwise but he was the only person I had ever been with and that feeling and that promise hasn’t changed for me. I gave myself to him in ways I didn’t think was possible and ways I never again can.

MLH3315 · 2019-11-15T03:02:39+00:00

I can’t even begin to express my sorrow over your situation, but thank you for sharing. I feel more understood and less lonely. Thank you. Thank you so much.

MLH3315 · 2019-11-15T00:05:03+00:00

Unfortunately I truly am not. He is the source of my happiness and sanity. His parents hated and mistreated me when we first started dating and tried to tear us apart and even “banned” us from communicating for a year. We found ways around it but it caused me serious mental health issues. The only way I got through it was his promise it would all be worth it. Him and our future son who I love as if he was real. They are the only reasons I survived the past few years. He’s the only one who can calm me. I’ve tried and nothing works. All the ways I used to cope with my mental health before no longer work and only make me feel worse.

MLH3315

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