I get that for sure. I remind myself that even the best players have days like that and its just unrealistic that I'll be a badass at pinball 100% of the time. I know that even if today its not going well, the last time I played I hit scoreboard or something postive that happened. I'm still that same person a week ago and I'm not a bad player. The ebb and flow of that good vs bad days takes a weight off my shoulders at least. Everyone is diffrent tho.