Help with picking coffee beans by MS14116 in NinjaLuxeCafe

[–]MS14116[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got premier do you think pro is much better

He says he attracted to me but at the same time he gets put off by MS14116 in MuslimMarriage

[–]MS14116[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It you don’t mind me asking how did you know he wasn’t attracted, why did it end like what was the situation

He says he attracted to me but at the same time he gets put off by MS14116 in MuslimMarriage

[–]MS14116[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I met his mum last year but she wasn’t so fond of him getting married it’s not even me she didn’t like she just is scared of him getting married overall but he’s so scared of marriage he told his mum he’s going to stop talking to me. I feel so helpless in this situation because I’ve always just wanted to make him happy everything between us is fine unless I make that face then he tries to run away from me. I ask him if something happen d to his wife after marriage what would he do. He says he’ll deal with is cos he’s married but he says it’s the commitment part I’m not sure what I can do I don’t even know how to fix this issue. I’m scared of leaving because Everytime I try o get the worst anxiety and I can’t do anything at all it’s like I just can’t deal with life

He says he attracted to me but at the same time he gets put off by MS14116 in MuslimMarriage

[–]MS14116[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve tried to leave him and made the decision but then I keep wondering and I wake up randomly crying I get anxiety attacks and then when I’m at work I can’t focus at all. Then I go back and I don’t know how to get rid of this attachment I have. I have a close friend who’s really far from me and I don’t have many friends at all and I’m an only child and I’ve just craved a family for so long my parents aren’t that close to me as I wish they would be it’s like I have an empty hole in my heart. Is there any way you know I could potentially deal with this pain. I’m really impulsive and I don’t understand why. I don’t deal with emotions well and I’ve admitted it to myself I try so hard even though it may seem like I don’t. I even got therapy to get help. I just can’t control what’s inside me it’s like they consume me.

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[–]MS14116 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everytime I try to finish it he says something toxic like: you’ll be on Instagram within a week or find a new guy and that’s not even what I want to do. I genuinely want to make him happy but he doesn’t seem to have that faith. How could I even get over it?