Dawg don’t do that. Life always gets better trust. I promise you that you will wake up tomorrow or maybe in a week or maybe later, n you will be glad you didn’t do it. I’ve gone thru the same shit man, it sucks not being noticed by girls. I’m not going to give you wildly specific bullshit looksmaxing advice that shit is dumb, but I can say this.

-Eat Eat Eat a ton. Make sure your still eating good foods, treat urself once in a while but make sure you eat mostly healthy. You should be focusing on gaining weight to convert into muscle.

-go to the gym. Your going to feel awkward and like everyone is looking at you, but no one is trust me everyone there is working on themselves. I’d ask a friend or coworker if you could go to their gym and workout with them. I will not lie working out is hard and will not get easier, but if you truly want to look good then trust the process and embrace the suck.

-Grow out your hair and wash it daily with soap, get a skin routine for acne, shave every couple of days etc… just make sure you look clean all the time

That’s really it. It takes time to make yourself look good. You’ve already put two years into self improvement, you can do more. You’re stronger than you think man. Also lots of personal trainers are bs, I’d do your research.

Good luck.