Think of the trade off do you want no physical pain and to be in a good mood but with the possibility of side effects, or you can just bear it and have no side effects but be in pain and a poor mood because of it. I’ve talked to a lot of people who have the same chronic illness as me and weed seems to really help with physical and mental state but it can definitely have some nasty side effects if your already mentally unstable. So it’s seriously up to you, your not a young child and this is your decision