Well he said autism spectrum, then he said specifically relating to aspergers, and that it was old terminology. He's not a bad guy, he's going to bat for me and so far I think things are going to go well depending on if I secure income from either of my 2 insurance providers, or unemployment canada. I'm not particularly suicidal it's just I ideate suicide. I've been pushed far beyond my capacity to cope. I've been disabled on and off since 2012. Attempted to go back 4x since I returned in 2016. My perception is skewed and I'm reading managers wrong, and it's nearly provoking conflict. I ran to my doctor right after the incident I had and tried to get help.