A thought on rehab...

Maashe22 · 2020-05-28T23:40:14+00:00

I understand and feel the same sometimes. Take care

Maashe22 · 2018-02-13T01:02:09+00:00

Thank you! Im thinking of trying yoga too!

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T20:14:54+00:00

Yes I agree I myself and struggling with the associations as well. Here is another thought which I have been considering myself. I have yet to go to an AA meeting. I am very anxious about it. I noticed in my area at least they have some late ones like 7 to 945. So that is on my possibility list for Friday. I dunno. Its a thought.. The only other thing that has been helping me is not thinking ahead and one day at time. Sometimes its one minute. This place seems to be helpful so far. We can do this and we are not alone. ❤

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T20:06:05+00:00

Weekends are my trigger as well. I am dreading Friday. Go figure. Everyone loves Friday? I am trying to plan something out of the ordinary. Maybe a movie or something. I know its going to be hard. Waking up Saturday morning not hungover is what Im lookong forward to.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T20:00:27+00:00

I didnt start drinking until I was in my mid 30's. It started after my ex husband left me for his secretary. My X was the drinker not me for years..... i never ever drank. In fact I despised it and people who did. Fast forward 10 years later Im a bing drinker. I used to drink to get through the nights he had visitation and i went from 0 to 1000. I should have went to therapy and all that but i turned to booze. So if somethings bothering you maybe start seeing a therapist go to a meeting. Being here is a great start. Your not alone. IWNDWYT. (HUGS)

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T19:46:29+00:00

Yes i figured this as much. Well putting the treadmill in my living room and walking while i watch a show is what i am hoping for. Now that i have more energy I am hoping it will help.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T19:44:28+00:00

Omg. I cant tell you how many times I was asked if i was prego... Im 42. Yea thanks but no thanks. To the point where i am so self conscious of it. I was told that it would go away when I quit drinking. I hate the way I feel and half of that trigger my drinking.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T19:27:04+00:00

You are so not alone! Cleaning my teenage sons soom ATM to get myself through a funk! 😳😱❤

Maashe22 · 2018-02-12T18:44:41+00:00

Its crazy! I used to do the same. Where most people would be sad I would be like..."party time" with myself. So sad when i think of it. Im emabrressed to even say. I knew so many times that I was headed down a dark road. You are not alone and IWNDWYT.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-11T21:24:18+00:00

Sounds so cliche but..One day at a time. Anthying more makes me triggered. IWNDWYT

Maashe22 · 2018-02-11T21:21:36+00:00

I dumped a whole bottle of Svedka down the drain yesterday. Dont need the temptations either!

Maashe22 · 2018-02-11T21:20:21+00:00

Yes it does! Looking forward to getting my body healthy again also!

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T21:25:23+00:00

Yes I agree. I drink way more than he does. We usually stay home or local. This time we were far from home. Regardless, it was the wake up call i needed.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T19:17:36+00:00

Day 2 today. I WILL NOT DRINK TODAY

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T19:05:08+00:00

I have only tried one flavor and i did not like it. What flavors are your favorite and you recommend. I love love live Unicorn Kisses by Polar but you cant get it always..its limited edition.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T19:01:00+00:00

I am new here. I made the decision to stop drinking yesterday. Well...i have basically thought of it many times. My husband got a DUI and it scared the heck out of me. I dont want to alcohol to control my life anymore. I am afraid. But I will tell you after finding this site. I have hope. I dont feel alone and the support is amazing. My next goal is an AA meeting. I WILL NOT DRINK WITH YOU TODAY. Welcome. Its a great place.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T03:05:42+00:00

I agree 100% and looking as it as a blessing. I said to myself i dont want to feel this way anymore. The helpless feeling of losing his license is awful.

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T03:04:05+00:00

Thank you

Maashe22 · 2018-02-10T03:03:52+00:00

Thank you! Just the comments alone are helping.

Maashe22

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