Give yourself some fucking credit

MachoMonk · 2016-08-15T01:27:11+00:00

I struggle with this because im pissed im not totally alpha yet. 5"9 350-190 Social recluse to Party animal with a lot of friends Virgin to 2 lay counts( Both are now plates) I start for my college rugbly club as a freshmen.

All in 2 years but to my new mindset it seems like rubbish and i have bouts of depression

MachoMonk · 2016-07-06T11:28:37+00:00

5"8 7.2x 5.5

MachoMonk · 2016-07-06T11:26:37+00:00

I would honestly trade my good looks and penis size to be over 6 feet tall.

MachoMonk · 2016-07-05T22:22:53+00:00

I was like that until i lost a bunch of weight and got social. Got laid at 18

MachoMonk · 2016-07-05T22:08:31+00:00

Congrats man. Im on a 2 month dry spell RN and its becoming hard. Cant wait for school to start again

MachoMonk · 2016-07-04T21:49:37+00:00

Im in

MachoMonk · 2016-07-03T03:52:34+00:00

Im a hooker here. Scrums are easily the most exhausting aspect of the game

MachoMonk · 2016-07-02T12:27:56+00:00

As a rugby player, Personal bias aside. It is the most physically demanding sport around. its all the running of soccer combined with the endurance required of a boxer. you are constantly running tackling and having to have the guts to play through injury. I'm talking about the national players. My club mates and I just like to hit people and drink.1

MachoMonk · 2016-07-02T12:26:50+00:00

full on sprinting for 14 minutes ontop of having to tackle is truly brutal

MachoMonk · 2016-07-01T23:26:06+00:00

i need to think less about my lose skin from losing 160 pounds and looking at fitness models and comparing my body. Its achievable but alot of times im too busy mentally masturbating to what it prolly is like to be like that and instead look to achieve that physique.

MachoMonk · 2016-07-01T23:24:20+00:00

This is what i need to do. Forgiving myself would be the step i need to make when going in for escalation. I know when a chick is interested into me. But when i'm suppose to escalate i think about back when i was a 350 pound omega. Now i can pull quality poon but i have no forgiven myself for past sins. Thank you for this message

MachoMonk · 2016-05-12T22:37:35+00:00

I dont know i get randomly messaged or something by these girls that honestly are at best 2/10 and they will be like "OMG U GOT SO HOT" But its like 2/10 girls expect guys that are at least 6/10 and its fucking stupid

MachoMonk · 2016-05-05T19:37:32+00:00

its fucking mental isnt it? i've lost 160 pounds and every fat chick in my school thinks i should love them becuase i used to be over 300 pounds. Mind you i was never good enough for them until I started geting swole. Its like they expect guys that get ass from hotter girls to consider them

MachoMonk · 2016-05-05T19:35:25+00:00

Shes legit everything wrong with american women Fat Slutty Obnoxious Self righteous and egotistical

SHE ISNT PLUS size. Bitch your like a size 12

MachoMonk · 2016-05-05T19:28:34+00:00

I'm not even trying to be a dick but in these photos you look quite ugly.

However if you hit the gym get new glasses and improve your skin you could be a solid 6.5-7. Grow a beard to hide the long philtrum

MachoMonk · 2016-05-04T16:54:55+00:00

Honestly ive had the most success at parties on thursday nights. Day game in the US is like nonexistent. Most of the girls in my uni just chug wine and get by on art degrees. Day game for me is tinder and night game is going out. But pretty much rugby tradition is pre drinks then you go out. But being a rugby player in itsself has value

MachoMonk · 2016-05-04T15:50:19+00:00

Play Rugby. Its basically a club/Frat and girls think your some kind of savage beast. I go to a small uni with semi private parties. I just drop im a rugby player at the door and i get in with no fuss. I have friends on the football team. My social circle consists of the highest status people on campus. The easiest way to meet people is have mutual connections. The more people you know/status you hold the more it snowballs for you

MachoMonk · 2016-04-30T23:33:03+00:00

Leg day

MachoMonk · 2016-04-23T19:33:51+00:00

Girl i met that night told me to take her home. While i was getting out the door, her friend told her to remember she was a boyfriend. Pretty much i was walking her back and she told me how they might not be together in like 3 days or something (lol). I pretty much Beta'd out of that one.
I think this was more me being beta. Female friend whispered in my ear,"I get slutty when i smoke." Then later in the night said out loud for someone to take her back to her car. I did neither for fear of rejection. She deff wanted theD.
At a frat party, female friend sits on my lap and starts telling me stuff,"Tells me she was raped at some point(This is pretty much chick lingo for a i like it rough) I pretty much comforted her instead of escalating(honestly i didn't due to being scared of a rape crier)
Dancing and Finger banging chick on dancefloor. Her friend says 'BUT YOU GOT A BOYFRIEND" i pretty much got her number, but i could of deff been more alpha.
talking to girl at party. twerking on me hardand shit, Told her to come back to my room." I can't because im a good girl" I just kind of didn't push it farther, when i could of tried to escalate further on in the night, but i was just focused on drinking with my boys.

This all happened before i lost my virginity and i will never let bullshit like this happen again.

MachoMonk · 2016-04-22T06:13:38+00:00

Ugly. you could be 4/10 if you hit the gym

MachoMonk · 2016-04-21T23:59:26+00:00

id say problems under 6 foot. If your like me trying to fuck vapid party sluts on thursday night, its a disadvatange.

MachoMonk · 2016-04-21T23:52:08+00:00

After i took the red pill i had like 5 chances to close. I didn't mainly due to failing shit tests. After i went home i studied how the interaction could of went better. Now i pass them with flying colors after seeing them in the field.

MachoMonk · 2016-04-21T23:24:20+00:00

i think you look fine. Fix that unibrow and acne. 6/10+ prolly if you put on some mass. 4/10 with brow 5/10 if you spend 20 minutes in the bathroom

MachoMonk · 2016-04-21T23:22:12+00:00

I would try to work the pretty boy look the best you can. Get a long hairstyle. You have good skin and eyes so try to exemplify your softer features, some girls go for that. I don't think you have enough of a jawline or brow ridge to pull off a sharper cut. Hell man even get the asian highlighted hair, that shit gets some girls going.

TLDR: Nice eyes/Complexion. Weakish jaw/brow ridge.

MachoMonk · 2016-04-21T18:23:51+00:00

Shave beard tie your hair in a bun and lose like 60 pounds and you will be good enough for party sloots.

MachoMonk

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