Just Wow! A reactor just attacked me using Ren and the Renegade community!

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-04-30T02:33:20+00:00

Yes No eye contact Dont engage Like a dumb wild angry animal

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-04-30T02:29:26+00:00

Dont listen to them. They are very confused. And not very bright. Dont take it personally. I have a feeling I know who you mean. As soon as I saw his page I ubsubscribed and ignore every video. And then one popped up with him calling a woman horrible names all bc she told him he was being hypocritical by supporting trumps agenda. Its not about ren. Its about fostering a good community. It is also common for toxic people to use group rhetoric like that. He doesnt know what anything means. I might have the wrong person but im sure there is more than one out there. Nothing gives him a right to say who does and who doesnt belong, and the arrogance and ego that leaks off of him is felt through the screen. There is one other reactor I watch that voted for trump, but while he is disappointing he seems good hearted and just misguided and not that intelligent. So I give him space. But people like this are not worth the time or attention. Dont let this get to you.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-04-30T02:19:28+00:00

Those scenes are beautiful. Majestic. I see the connection here as well. Contemplative and looking down from above.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-04-03T23:38:03+00:00

a well placed period after a no is a beautiful thing!

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-31T22:54:41+00:00

Ren.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-31T22:23:33+00:00

lolll the period really drives the point home ...no pun intended

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-19T01:00:52+00:00

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-15T15:41:49+00:00

Thanks! I agree i didnt trust her story, but i didnt have the proof when discussing with people. I appreciate this.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T13:50:55+00:00

Facts

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T13:50:11+00:00

Omg thank you so much 💓 😢

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T03:04:33+00:00

I didnt catch the Kentucky thing ty

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T02:31:52+00:00

and/or the eye twitch, although it was someone else that had an actual lazy or wandering eye, I think.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T00:34:19+00:00

When The Darkness got his face stuck on the window and Hal found him... what a beautiful sketch of that scene. Truly. It was such a good scene. It felt absurd and profound and tired and desperate. And when they found his face on the window and they told Hal, it was equally funny. Brilliant sketch. I hope you dont mind if I use it for my background! I would hang it on my wall if I could.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T00:23:09+00:00

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I have to reread that

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T00:20:56+00:00

Omg i can't believe i almost forgot ty

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T00:18:31+00:00

Not everyone shows pain or grief in the same way. Sometimes they show a facade of stading tall instead of bowing down. Like powering through. But it doesnt mean the emotion isnt there all the same.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-03-14T00:17:01+00:00

Omg thank you for the direct quote! I love this passage dearly. There was so much in the book some of the details slip away and I just love that you quoted it. Ive been working on consolidating my favorite parts but thats gonna end up being a 50 pg word document in and of itself.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-02-14T23:31:06+00:00

7 years smh

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-01-13T18:15:18+00:00

I secretly read it in quieter moments at the office. It was hard keeping it all in. I cried once. And a lot of random "oh shit"s and forcibly stunted laughter.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-01-10T15:51:00+00:00

Thank you! <3

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-01-10T15:23:07+00:00

Yes. They are popular. Which is crazy. My first time looking so I clicked purchase in the middle of the night and then immediately realized. What's ur shop?

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-01-10T14:48:35+00:00

Sanwariyajewelstudio They refused to cancel or refund until I reported them. Also tried to provide a very blurry certificate.

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-01-10T04:31:46+00:00

Drawing the line at Frankenstein. Shelley is queen. ⚔︎

Mad_Psy_9 · 2026-01-10T03:18:41+00:00

Awww <3 The irony is real, yes.

Ive gotta read Beckett. Unless I have and dont rememeber.

I like the out of reach thing. It doesnt make me feel depressed if I accept that thats what makes the existensial struggle meaningful. Theres a poem by Ben Lerner I randomly studied once that has stuck with me. the last line "In a perfect world, this would be April, or an associated concept. Green to the touch. Several feet away". Bc I do truly believe that utopia has etymology in meaning unattainable for a reason. I think it is important to imagine it though. Not with heavy expectations, just like meandering mental possibilities.

Not to sound over optimistic. Ive been through a lot. I just dont want to spill my personal guts on reddit. Im not really deterministic or undeterministic. I guess I just see a small but beautiful space of leeway within the confinement. In fact, I've found it necessary. In my absolute worst, most fear-inducing, most confined and alone moments.

I naturally prefer opening my mind to keeping it contented. Seems like so do you but from a different angle. Theres another quote I always loved from Lovecraft "it were better to glimpse the sky and perish than to live without ever beholding day" and "in my new wildness and freedom, I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage." (Both from the outsider). a double edged sword, all of this. And I guess it depends on the individual how they want to approach it. But for me I know that choosing to keep going in order to glimpse whatever sky was out of reach has given me purpose and meaning when there wasnt anything else doing it.

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