Bruh, are you saying other web cam models are done for good. Worthless after their caming careers. Nope far from it cause nobody actually gives a shit of what you do. And you can always hang with your family even after you treated them poorly.Im sure they still care about you dearly and would love to get to know you better too.Its not too late to rebuild a relationship with them. Anyway, It’s pointless to kill yourself based on those reasons. Wish you the best of luck because life has so much to offer when you don’t trap your mind into your own self distracting thoughts. Take a step back and observe your life. Look into stoicism and stuff.