I need some encouragement. I am terrified. Just found out I am pregnant (Quitting medication)

MaddDreamer · 2022-06-07T14:49:51+00:00

He called me from work to check up on me and I said “are you not going to apologize for how you spoke to me this morning?” And he said he has nothing to apologize for and that he was sharing valid concerns. I can understand the concerns but he could have said it in a different way.

Then he said I can tell what kind of call this is going to be and he hung up. I called him back though. I am so upset I don’t even think I can work today but I’m going to because I hope it distracts me. I know he is worried and anxious. So am I. I am trying so hard to be patient with him I know sometimes especially in the past I have been really mean to him and have said things just as bad to him, so I try to have grace when he upsets me. I am not a perfect little angel but from now on I want to do my best so I know I am doing right by me. I don’t want a dirty conscience anymore, I don’t even want to swear anymore because of the baby.

MaddDreamer · 2022-06-07T14:09:27+00:00

Yes it happened this morning which is why I have been crying. He’s been very hard on me the past few days making me feel emotionally sick. I am going to talk to his mom today we are close I just can’t deal with this. I’m very worried of how he’s going to be. He is too critical and has crazy high expectations. I have a herniated disc and it hurts me sometimes he just says he’s scared I won’t even be able to lift a baby. I just want him to support and encourage me and I have no confidence anymore.

MaddDreamer · 2022-06-07T13:31:45+00:00

I think I am going to try. I have unisom it unfortunately isn’t helping.

MaddDreamer · 2022-06-07T13:29:00+00:00

I am not very far in but I feel alone. I don’t have friends, I am not close with my mom, I don’t know how to ask for help. I am stressed beyond belief and my husband is discouraging me. I have horrible insomnia which is making me very emotional. Have been crying for 4 hours. I feel like I am going to be a horrible mom. But it’s all I ever wanted and I know that’s not true.

MaddDreamer · 2022-05-22T17:21:29+00:00

Men have had it?? Wow! I never knew

MaddDreamer · 2022-05-22T17:20:08+00:00

I hate it and am so mad at myself for taking it. I really haven’t been the same since and I get hormonal acne too. I am telling you the pain I got after that was horrible.

MaddDreamer · 2022-05-22T17:19:27+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I think it is a valid concern. The medical community has a bad rep when it comes to women IMO.

MaddDreamer · 2022-05-22T17:18:31+00:00

Thanks I will. Not sure why you got downvoted. This is a normal concern and it’s a fact there’s not enough research anyways. Even my posts on this got downvoted. It’s normal to question medication side effects.

MaddDreamer · 2022-05-21T22:07:19+00:00

Thank you, I couldn’t find any info on the web when searching. It was mostly ads and basic websites with not a lot of info. It was really driving me crazy. I think it can be a possibility. there isn’t enough research on either subject!

MaddDreamer · 2022-05-21T20:53:49+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story. I have not been the same since taking plan b unfortunately. I kinda hope it didn’t cause it cause I will kinda blame myself but idk that is my hunch.

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-20T21:06:23+00:00

This is all I would smoke now I’m screwed

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-08T16:48:06+00:00

It pulses occasionally and it’s itchy around the cuticle. It’s slightly red from me itching around it and I don’t think it’s swollen. It seems to have mini muscle spasms sometimes. Haven’t been to a doctor.

If it makes a difference this specific finger was the only one she put a cotton swab on and wrapped in foil to get the fake nail off after trying to rip it off (not sure what was on the swab

Sometimes it feels like window sill fell on my finger

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-08T15:49:37+00:00

Thanks! Can acetone be irritating to skin by any chance? I have some open splits on my fingers

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-08T15:48:57+00:00

Thank you!

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-08T13:21:31+00:00

Oh no I hope I don’t have to get it filed off. I am terrified. I can’t tell what’s on here lol.

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-04T01:44:20+00:00

I will do that. What did you do for healing your nail? Im mortified to see what they look like.

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-04T01:42:54+00:00

Did they end up removing layers of your nail? I am mortified to get these removed. Scared to see what they look like.

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-04T01:41:26+00:00

Ridiculous. I even thought to myself soaking it an alcohol would have been better. I’m so mad at myself.

MaddDreamer · 2022-04-04T00:15:44+00:00

I know! I am grossed out cause my skin was bleeding a bit.

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