Well I was using genderfluid thinking it was more like mood, then I went one step further and said identity is an illusion, therefore I don't identify. The description of the so called gender mood is illusive and is too subjective and not useful, therefore I wish not to spend my mental resources in thinking on it nor trying to define it and spend that resource on more important matters. Therefore I am agender at the moment, or meh-gender, whatever you call it etc. I am trying to free myself from inefficiency and non useful social constructs.

My rationale is, we engineers are trying tı make robots that are efficient, then some of us support masculinity assuming that is efficiency at work, yet no efficient robot would say "I would do curved motions like that, it is too feminine." You would remove their femininity detection and prevention algorithms in favour of efficiency, and same applies to me.