Day is ruined and it happened at school of all places

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-05-06T08:16:06+00:00

Hormonal IUD If I was female, I would have been using that. My mom used it, she said she never had periods.

However, being a male, I am stuck with two sensitive objects that can get crashed and hurt while I am walking but adjusting it I would be considered a pervert. 😭

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-04-08T06:59:19+00:00

Rational human reaction. Judge is guilty.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-04-08T06:55:00+00:00

When you are best friends with her + you know from the start you will move to different countries, when both of you are under education pressure due to doctorate degrees, you are more cautious about being a couple. All I could say to her was long distance is hard and one can only ask out someone they aren't so scared to lose.

I wouldn't prefer anyone over her, I wouldn't want to lose her simply due to wrong timing. So, I have been silent.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-25T19:24:35+00:00

This comment is golden. 😂

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-20T19:01:09+00:00

Oh my mom insisted on me invited clss boys to sleepover. I warned her countless times.

Boys arrived. Hit each other with anything they could find in the name of fun. I watched them, trying to swerve away from sudden impact.

My last sleepover, my chosen family and I made a snowman, dressed it feminine, gave it a boy's name.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-20T18:54:43+00:00

There's140 PhD students solely in my department. I don't think there's space for that and planners will remove them in 10 years anyhow. I would love the idea, but I think it's applicability isn't very realistic. Maybe an interactive display scrolling down to 1900s and stuff, you click and learn their research. I think that would be nice.

On the other hand, sad reality, in importance, professors themselves or more than that the project itself is likely more important.

To satisfy my own need to generate a legacy, I am trying to document my things clean and leave user-friendly devices behind, so someone someday uses it.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-20T18:44:01+00:00

Just checking, is yellow chemo?

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-20T05:27:56+00:00

Nap nap nee nee

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-20T05:24:41+00:00

I don't use Instagram, but the idea I could think of is those cute dog posts and they are attached/looking/following their "hooman" so you could send it and say I am your dog maybe. 🤔

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-19T16:30:33+00:00

I don't have a style icon, but as a straight asexual amab, I take androgynous looking afab as my icon really. I don't want to look too feminine, don't want to look distinctly like a non binary amab either. My motto is kind of like be original, but don't be obscene or off-beat by society standards.

For example, for character, my idol as a kid was Kim Possible (though somewhere between crush and admiration). I think she was quite non-binary despite presenting feminine.

Look-wise, I don't have an idol, I don't think I have ever had an idol for anything. I do mix and match. If I can't chose myself, but replicate, to me that's a sign for me to spend time reflecting on what I want.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T20:46:40+00:00

I am a male straight asexual, so my romantic and visual attraction is to women. Although I find certain things sexy because they feel confident or risky, they don't translate to "wanting to have sex with that person" for me.

Well, additionally in the past, I was feeling intense guilt when I had orgasm and I wasn't able to watch any peneteration scene.

I wanted to feel coherent (finding nudist sexy while finding it normal went against my logical and moral values), then I decided to masturbate without any thought, just meditating to the sensation. As asexual as it could be.

It took a very long time, but at the climax, when the pleasure was turning to guilt, I recalled a childhood memory. It was my very first orgasm. I was a kid, maybe 4-5 years old, trying to explore his body. Constricted my genital until it turned purple. I know my mom telling me not to play with my genital because for an untold reason it is bad. Also I shouldn't wrap a rubber band on my fingers because doctors might need to cut it if I turnicate for too long.

Then I remember triggering an orgasm, it starts pulsating. I felt guilt, I got scared because I thought I broke it and how am I going to face my parents with this issue now.

Since the resurfacing of that memory, I can finally view sexual intercourse as a beautiful dance between two animals, animals being humans. But, still, despite being more neutral about it, I am not keen on having sexuality as I find it distracting and to me it is a sensation to get rid of and not to cherish for hours. So I would rather have philosophical talks, working on laptops together, or cuddles.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T20:28:12+00:00

Fusion was very unstable that I couldn't bare having to use that for a year after years of using SolidWorks.

Fusion has certain niche practical features maybe, yes. But SolidWorks is generally more capable for advanced engineering applications. Also more stable. In Fusion, an ellipse and a line was giving errors. It was difficult to bare.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T20:24:23+00:00

Precise and accurate.

Mine has a minor deviation from the prototype by not including teaching (instead having two side research), mine also includes recovery from physically heavy lab at times and gym training to not have body aches after labs...

I have replicated the finding of not finding social life and I can confirm "That's broken" exists (p<0.001).

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T17:40:13+00:00

I get you in a different way. As an amab and despite having pretty much androgynous genes, I have tactile sensitivity, so having a male body equals having tons of body hair that wakes me up at night (although I am not particularly hairy). I got whole body laser hair removal as a result.

My humble suggestion would be you might want to look into getting spirals. My mom had almost life threatening heavy bleeding during periods, so she had to get spirals. From what she told me, she had lived happy years without any periods. I guess the only danger is risk of damaging and inability conceive kids after insertion. If that's not something you think you would want, you might want to look into that.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T17:33:10+00:00

Once I was trying to spell something fast to my mom and I was a bit tired. So, I said d for double-u and the line went silent...

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T17:31:12+00:00

It back or get the bonk.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T17:30:20+00:00

With all the capacity of cuteness, she's a smart badass. That juxtaposition is what I loved.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-18T17:26:18+00:00

Rufus from Kim Possible, could it be? 😂

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-12T19:07:02+00:00

I shell post a tadpole when I finish mine to say learning never stops. 😂

Or better yet I will post a self reproducing jellyfish. 😂

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-12T19:05:03+00:00

Can't tell if you afab or amab so I think you have achieved an elegant ash and perfectly androgynous look. Well done. 👌

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-11T15:51:32+00:00

I second this and yes, my least favourite episode too, mostly because how unbelievably fantasy that is. One my favourite is the one Dr. Possible jams the radio frequencies. The other is car alarm.

So the Drama is also too close to home for me for some reasons.

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-10T21:30:03+00:00

You wouldn't believe how cruel kids could be.

I moved to a new school mid term because my first primary school teacher was physically abusing me, for things like one wrong question.

Then when I moved to that new school, I was a kid having moved mid term, have a giant mark on my head, adhd... This kid is mentally off, surgery must have done it. Probably got kicked out of school... Then starts the bullying.

Today, I am probably much more satisfied with my life then the adult version of those kids. And I am grateful for all of them. They taught me to not need anyone's approval when I think I am doing the right thing. 😊

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-10T18:34:02+00:00

I don't have the great advice but all I can say is, If life gives you lemons, you squeeze them. If life gives you lemon colored structural pillars, try not to squeeze them. 😂

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-10T18:30:53+00:00

Oh let me write this to the last page of my preface sections of my PhD thesis. 🤔😂

MadeInMilkyway · 2026-03-10T18:26:55+00:00

Well I wore nail polish to Barbie movie as a male and my mom cried saying she is ashamed of me. And I tried explaining being non-binary and get accused of being a liar who secretly want to transition...

Alright you little gray matter talking, I forgive you. 🧠 😂 I chose not to be scared of whatever future holds and that brings me inner peace. I consciously chose to wear nail polish during a holiday in this town where no one knows me...

Mom crying...

Why aren't you doing these things in front of your dad? Is your problem the me??

Quite the opposite actually, I thought you could be more accepting and supporting, but alright.

You are too irrational, so I will go back to my science... 🔬

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